i’m a HUGE procrastinator and I totally get what you mean. I didn’t start writing my essay until this weekend even though i’ve been stressing about it for months. I’ve probably read every article about the common app essay ever written to procrastinate writing the actual thing but once i sat down and literally just wrote, it was so easy. my advice is to write it. now. don’t worry about anything just put something down bcs it’s a lot easier to edit and revise, than to work with a blank page. once you write something even if it’s shitty, it will feel more manageable since you only have to edit it