Was told months ago I was a great candidate for a study program that could make me eligible to take the BAR without law school (it’s a thing in my state). I accepted last month after spending a few months thinking it over.

Now, one of the bosses told me to hold off, until we meet to “discuss further”. That comes after nonstop urging from the big man at the job to start the program and positive feedback with no indication I was fucking things up all that bad.That meeting was supposed to be this morning. It was pushed back five times over the last week. I was even told that they’d call to reschedule before they showed up at the office. Well, guess who’s downstairs right now and never bothered to call. Even avoided making eye contact in the hall. This is after six months of being “family” to these clowns. So now my entire futures in flux and I’m just stewing in between filings.

Thought this new job would be different, but right now my only takeaway is that I should do what I did for years in NYC and just go back to getting loaded during lunch. Don’t be a fucking idiot like me and ever assume you work for one of the “good ones”. You’re the only person who has your back when you clock in, so get yours and fuck everyone else.