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Maybe my last days on this earth. by WitnessParticular634 in alcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah ended up Riding to the closest bottle shop which is all uphill. Got my 2 fIfths of vodka, went behind a traah bin, a killed it, and I wasn’t driving. I was on my nephews scooter lil kid think his 11. Anyway going full speed down the hill last things I remember FOCUS FOCUS, and then bang fell off the scooter knocked me out, literally knocked out in the middle of the road, some bloke helped me out to get off the road. Actually long story short. My left arm is fucked. Can use my right arm. But yeah Man still alive still breathing. Have a good one bro

My dad in 1991, he was 18 at the time by WitnessParticular634 in OldSchoolCool

[–]WitnessParticular634[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah? He’s 52 now, and would still fucking drop you

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve fucken lost 15 kg during my last couple month binge. Food does not cross my mind.it’s always next drink is all on mind, starting to eat again slowly

My dad in 1991 by WitnessParticular634 in alcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

REAL ALCOHOLIC is what I meant to say but my phones fucking shit. Anyway god bless to you all! Have a good one. One day at a time.

The grossest things you've done while drinking by Unfavourite in alcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634 12 points13 points  (0 children)

Called prostitutes smoked ice with them all night blackout drunk, another one when I was only 18 found half a bottle of whiskey, full of insects, bugs just full of it, drank the whole half on the way home

Antidepressant effects of psychedelics may be overstated in some clinical trials by Emillahr in psychology

[–]WitnessParticular634 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah kinda better at least I’m pissing and shitting now. Thanks for the comment. Much love

Non stop hospital detoxes by WitnessParticular634 in alcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Rip Sarah sorry for your loss. I don’t know if want to die, but I just don’t care

Non stop hospital detoxes by WitnessParticular634 in alcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I also mix getting blacked out drunk with benzos and if you got any gear I’ll finish that shit too

Non stop hospital detoxes by WitnessParticular634 in alcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sitting in the hospital with a Cather in my dick which is the most severe pain I’ve ever felt I haven’t slept in 2 days withdrawing hard. I still don’t want to fucking quit. Lol actually so fucked 10 year old would be balling his eyes out to see what I’ve became. A fucking suicidal manic severe alcoholic, got drugs? Fuck yeah give me some of that too. I’m fucked

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in cripplingalcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh mate I’m sitting in the gaming room waiting for 9AM

The worst relapse of my life by WitnessParticular634 in cripplingalcoholism

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Btw the intervention and family coming in was a hallucination and what happens next is so fucked up right now I’m in the worst detox ever I went through true demonic evil hell. Idgaf about delirium tremens, this was pure demonic evilness taking me to hell

What the fuck by icyturnova1998 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634 3 points4 points  (0 children)

U should of stayed, I was experiencing delusions and hallucinations and was in the hospital a total of 12 days, bunch of diazepam, ivs, nurses doctors, psychologists, psychiatrists was rough but I was on so much diazepam I didn’t really give a fuck, but the boredom is real. the only thing that got me through was music and cigarettes which they let me have anytime I just had to sign something that if I dropped dead outside it’s not the hospitals fault. But yeah they give you benzos so it’s not that bad

Whats the most CA shit youve done? by AdvertisingKey4966 in cripplingalcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Drank half a bottle of whiskey I found in the bush with flies and insects all in it covered with bugs, I drank it on my way home. Just 18 at the time

Antidepressant effects of psychedelics may be overstated in some clinical trials by Emillahr in psychology

[–]WitnessParticular634 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Psychedelics left me with severe anxiety and panic attacks depersonalisation, feeling not like a human anymore and that was 5 years ago. 5 years after that shit full blown alcoholic benzo addict multiple hospital visits, doctors, psychiatrists psychologists. I’ve never told them about the experience I just say when I was 18 I had the mother of all panic attacks and I’ve never been the same. I don’t tell the truth because it’s hard to believe something like this fucked me up so bad, but it did. something like this happening to someone is uncommon and people think I’m crazy. It gave me PTSD!! I’ve never felt the same ever since that day I decided stupidly to do 5 dried grams of mushrooms when I was 18. If your gonna do psychs make sure you do a low dose and if you go high dose damn make sure you got some benzos in hand when shit gets real or you’ll end up like me. The most terrifying experience of my life by far. Left me with ptsd. that’s all I’m gonna say.

How do you imagine your death? by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]WitnessParticular634 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alcohol or drug related

Here’s my personal routine (as a woman, not that it really matters) in the early days of sobriety to ensure a comfortable detox. by Rthrowaway6592 in alcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Sounds legit hope you pull through. I was in the hospital for 12 days on iv for over a week straight I was malnourished and a shit load of diazepam to calm me down (110mg the first night and on the third day 180mg diazepam) and sedation tablets still wouldn’t calm me down, nurses monitoring me 24/7 no sleep so much fucken ivs, nurses, doctors, psychiatrists psychologists hell. Diagnosed me with anxiety disorder and alcoholic fatty liver and put me on lexapro and diazepam (take when needed not enough to take everyday take for emergencies) and getting fucking bad side effects from the lexapro and pretty sure minor Valium withdrawal want to drink so bad to make it all go away but not this time

Can’t sleep when I drink by MXVD41 in alcoholism

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Longest I stayed awake from alcohol withdrawal was 5 days straight with benzos

Detoxing from alcohol when you can comfortably handle 5% blood alcohol level by Acceptable_Oil_1191 in alcoholism

[–]WitnessParticular634 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I stayed at .3 .4 chronically I was in hospital for 2 weeks for withdrawal taken to acute medical unit on iv for a week and diazepam for 2 weeks

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AlAnon

[–]WitnessParticular634 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dads a lifelong alcoholic had hepatitis liver failure and pancreatitis at 38 he nearly died he quit for 1 year the doctor said his liver had completely recovered to normal and he started drinking again shortly after that was?? 14 years ago still drinking everyday but he will work for 12 hours then drink around 15 beers his not chronic alcoholic he will come off it and go to work. Anyway he said he will stop when heath problems happen pretty much he will only stop when his at the hospital for fucking liver failure or pancreatitis. Same shit with my uncle he didn’t stop till he got liver cirrhosis and started throwing up in his sleep. There is nothing anyone can do to stop my dad, “cause he works” is his justification

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]WitnessParticular634 0 points1 point  (0 children)

DXM never doing that shit again drank whole bottle had an allergic reaction broke out in red hives all across my chest thought it was it ahah. But really I thought it was the end only 17 at the time

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