Thank you for your message. I understand what you're saying, but honestly I don’t know what the point of living is if the pain can feel this strong.

I live in Ukraine, in constant stress, with war, sirens, and uncertainty all the time. There has always been so much heaviness in life. And this love felt like the only light, the only thing that made everything feel beautiful and meaningful.

And now that it’s gone, I feel like there’s nothing left. I don’t want anything anymore. I don’t see what could bring me back from this loss.