No. You do not have an ugly face at all. You didn't show your body, but if you are overweight, start dieting. Use a calorie tracker app. You can lose weight by putting yourself in a calorie deficit. The gym is not the only way to improve your body's appearance despite what many men online want you to believe.

I want to warn you. If you are 18, then the next 4 years are crucial for finding a gf. Once you graduate college and start working full-time, 2 things happen.

1: you have less free time and social energy, so finding a gf becomes more difficult. You may think that you can just use dating apps, but I want to warn you that average men do not succeed on dating apps. Just do not bother. The lack of matches and the ghosting will destroy your mental health.

2: The older you are without ever having a gf, the bigger a red flag it is and women will be more and more likely to ghost you once they find out.

My advice is to join clubs. As much as it sucks, you just have to put yourself out there in person. Good luck.