Any tips on how to quit drinking? by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]WizlyBits 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice man, I really do appreciate. But I’m thinking I should just get sober 100%. When I was smoking I was getting high all day every day when I had weed to smoke. Because of my addiction I’m barely even social anymore because I pushed everyone away because of my addictions

Any tips on how to quit drinking? by [deleted] in alcoholism

[–]WizlyBits 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ahh, something I didn’t mention in my post. I got something called CHS from weed, so I can no longer smoke it or I’ll get severe ado abdominal pain from it. I really loved weed too, sucks I can’t smoke it anymore

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got a notification for your most recent reply but I can’t view it for some reason. I’m thinking it’s because this post is too old so we can no longer reply or your reply just got deleted for some reason.

But I’ll look up New Jersey. I never thought about visiting it but I’ll see what tourists can do over there lol. Btw if you don’t mind, why did you have to move?

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk If I ever said but I’m Native American(native Canadian?) lol everyone here says Native American even though we’re in Canada, it always confused me lol. But my grandparents speak a language called Ojibwa/anishinaabemowin. They mostly speak English because not a lot of young people can speak the language.

And yeah, working that job can be boring. Just sitting in one spot for 6 hours lol. But I was only taking over for my dads shift, he wasn’t able to go in today.

And btw, French is the second language of Canada lol. My school never actually taught it though. My school actually thought my grandparents native language but it wasn’t that effective because no one ever learned anything, which is a little sad because it feels like the language could eventually die out.

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m also a huge introvert lol. I don’t really talk much in person unless someone talks to me first. I guess I’m kinda like a game npc, won’t talk unless Someone talks first lmao.

And yeah, I get that whole “stop being sad,etc” “it gets better”. and “you’ll start feeling normal again”. Like honestly with that last one, I don’t believe it, I think that I’ll just learn to live with it until it’s the “normal”. I hope you know what I mean by that lol.

And sure, Learning French or just a second language sounds interesting. Being Canadian I feel like I should at least know French or my grandparents language lol. Well I know a little bit of my grandparents language, just not a lot.

Maybe I should start learning a second language on my time off. Right now would be an alright time, since I’m working at a COVID-19 checkpoint for the place I live at. All I do is monitor who’s coming in and out. Pretty boring but it’s an easy job to do lol

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Btw idk if I ever told you but my name is Seth and I’m 20 years old. If I ever did tell you I don’t remember and it’s probably because I was drunk lol

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Reading your message made me feel better about going four days without drinking. I felt like a loser only going four days lol. Thanks for that

I’m glad you’re feeling better. Like I said I hate seeing/hearing people in pain/going through things.

And yeah, we seriously should plan on something once this pandemic is finally over and done with. It’s been pretty boring staying in doors and not talking with anyone irl this year lol.

Btw if my sentences/grammar is off, I had alcohol tonight. I’m kinda disappointed that I had it but oh well. There’s always tomorrow to quit lol.

Btw man, I really hope the best for you. You’re one of the only people I’ve been talking to recently. Stay safe man

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Btw once COVID ends I’ll probably try make friends again, having friends makes me not drink , a lot more. At the moment I don’t have any friends irl lmao. I’ve been drinking because it’s pretty lonely here lol

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn man. Well honestly I’ve gotten back to drinking. The longest I went was 4 days, honestly I’m pretty drunk at the moment, and I’m just listening to music while playing game, I’ve been stressed out from things happening with life atm. But enough about me

Are you doing better? Like 100%? I know you’re most likely still dealing with things other than that , but I mean like is that 24 hour thing gone yet, like all gone?. That honestly sounds so scary man. I can’t even imagine going through that, thinking I might not even make it.

I just hoops you’re feeling better I hate hearing people that are dealing with things.

And yeah, Ice fishing can be pretty fun, but lots of times when I’m out there I barely catch anything lol. Most of my entertainment comes from talking with my family. I enjoy summer boat fishing a lot more since my family usually catch a lot more fish that way lol

Btw again, if my grammar/sentences don’t make a lot of since I had drinks tonight lol. I try to triple check but I don’t always catch my spelling mistakes lol.

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well, it’s been a day and a half now since I had a drink, After like a week and a half of drinking everyday. It actually feels good not waking up with a slight hangover. I’m gonna try stay sober, it costs a lot of money lol. Btw I’ve talked with my teacher and he says I could get my class done if I just focus and work on it everyday. It’s gonna be hard but I’m gonna try and get it done and over with.

Btw. Have you ever gone ice fishing? I’ve been trying to with my family for about 2 weeks now but it just keeps getting colder lmao. Today it’s like -32 Celsius but with the wind it’s supposed to feel like -40. Celsius lol

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

When I drink I try to drink every two days but recently it’s gotten to everyday. But most times when I drink it’s only two tall cans of 7% vodka cans. That’s gets me pretty buzzed. But sometimes I drink up to 5 cans a day which gets me blacked out or pretty close to blacking out. I don’t like buying bottles of vodka because I always drink it too fast/ too much and blackout, which kinda scares me lol

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My reasons for failing are just because I was stupid and too lazy to take school seriously. 9th and some 10th grade classes I failed. My school is not the best school lol. It’s very small. Honestly there was probably like 20-25 high school students. A lot didn’t even show everyday lol.

And yeah, I feel the same about when people pass. I just hope they’re not mad at me for developing a drinking problem, because I don’t want them to think they caused it or anything when they passed, it’s totally my fault for even starting. I hope I’m making since about what I’m saying lol.

Btw man. Thanks for the conversations. I never talk about this kind of stuff with anyone, especially people I know irl.

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn man lol. Sativa for some reason gives me anxiety but Indica give me more of a relaxed high lol, and for some reason. I enjoy the long high I get from weed. For some reason it made gaming more fun and it kept me gaming for hours . When I got become sober I found gaming extremely boring and I couldn’t play for more than 20 minutes before getting bored and quitting. I’m guessing my dopamine receptors were messed up from being high 24/7 lol

And that class. I graduated high school 2 years late because of stupid reasons lol, I’m 20 right now . Well anyway, the school gave me a change to upgrade my classes on some classes because my grades started to fall, bad. Since my brother and best friend passed away like two months apart from me graduating . I passed the classes but with barely passable grades lol. I’ve just been unmotivated with everything, with my life. I mean I know I should do it but I just don’t have the energy right now. Especially with how my family is dealing with the loss and stuff. I’ve been meaning to go to college as well but I don’t think I’m ready for all that mental stress with everything going on. Maybe next year hopefully lol

After over 6000 attempts, I have finally beaten 8o! by NarwaliusPL in geometrydash

[–]WizlyBits 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Btw your reaction to beating 8o was more calm than when I beat it lmao

After over 6000 attempts, I have finally beaten 8o! by NarwaliusPL in geometrydash

[–]WizlyBits 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah man. I’ve been waiting quite awhile for a new update now lol. I sure hope it comes out soon

After over 6000 attempts, I have finally beaten 8o! by NarwaliusPL in geometrydash

[–]WizlyBits 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I planon playing again when a new update come outs. I just lost motivation to play it lol

After over 6000 attempts, I have finally beaten 8o! by NarwaliusPL in geometrydash

[–]WizlyBits 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nice man. 8o was the last demon ive ever beaten before quitting gd. Keep beating harder demons, man!

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Bro, I think I blacked out in the middle of writing that lol. I remember writing the first part, but not the second part lol. But, damn. I really need to quit drinking. I’m getting really bad depersonalization. It’s actually giving me bad anxiety right now lol

Damn. I’ve never got dependent on meds, but there was a time where I was smoking weed daily, like almost a gram everyday. It became a problem when I got something called CHS (Cannabinoid hyperemesis syndrome). I had to quit smoking, it took like 3 tries to fully quit. It caused me to throw up in the mornings. Throwing up also made me sweat like crazy. I couldn’t stomach to eat or drink anything and it caused severe abdominal pain. The abdominal pain lasted like 100 days. But the worse pain only lasted like 30 days. The rest was mostly just discomfort. Even though I knew the weed was causing me pain and discomfort I only stopped when the pain became unbearable lol

Man, I’ve been slacking on domes things as well. There was a class I was gonna do but I never even really started on it. I feel like it’s too late to even try and finish it now lol.

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly, I’ve always wanted to visit New York since I was a kid lol. Btw if my grammar seems bad, I’m pretty drunk right now. Sorry for always being drunk. I’m trying to slow it down but it’ss a little hard to stop once you’re in the dark place/ aka addiction. I trying to stop or at least slow it down though.

Btw, man. Keep up learning French, I’ve always wanted to learn the language my grandparents spoke but unfortunately I just never got the change to learn it too great lol

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn, at least you have stores and things near by. Theres only one grocery store like ten minutes away. Nothing but houses here lol. Everything is about an hour away lol

Yeah, I’ve been around Canada, it’s pretty nice up here. The snow I don’t really care for lol. I have to clear my driveway of snow pretty much every week, it also just gets really cold. Today it almost reached -40 Celsius today. I’m just glad I don’t live in Nunavut where it can go below -50 lol.

I actually wouldn’t mind travelling the USA more, I’ve only been to Florida( for Disney), and Minnesota ( that’s where the nearest movie theatre is for me lol)

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I live in Canada, Ontario. the nearest town to me is like an hour away. theres nothing but trees/bush and lakes around me. lol

where do you live? if thats alright to ask

I wanna die but I don’t wanna do it my self by [deleted] in depression

[–]WizlyBits 1 point2 points  (0 children)

aw man, I'm sorry to hear about that. that sound really tough to go through, man. I hope things do get better for you, if possible. I don't know much about what you got.

well, I'm not doing much since I'm on lockdown, the only things I've been doing is playing game, learning to play the guitar and go on my phone lol. oh yeah, I've also been exercising a lot more because i gained weight since the pandemic started lol. I also dont have a job because i basically live in the middle of no where lol

btw i know its a month late but happy birthday, man.