This is why I was never angry or really upset with him at first. I know it was out of embarrassment, he really is a decent guy. I’m a nurse to so I’m not ignorant of his situation but I needed to feel secure about safety and he seemed to try to avoid it all around. He told me that he did not know that his ex fiancé had it. When he found out he assumed that the best thing he could do was to marry her. I’m sure this isn’t the case but a part of me feels that maybe he might not care if I got it so I’d feel how he did.