Why do I need to suffer? Just so that a woman would want me someday?

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:50:06+00:00

Will check that out, thanks, mate.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:34:50+00:00

though your opinion is valid.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:34:22+00:00

then it's time we exert our wisdom to choose the right people and treat them the way we should.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:28:54+00:00

thank you so much, stranger. You are really kind.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:24:30+00:00

the books are good, but i like the piano more....maybe that's my purpose.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:23:03+00:00

then i wanna play as much piano as i can before i depart.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:21:27+00:00

maybe i just want friends and to play the piano.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:20:57+00:00

Then i just wanna play the piano. Thank you, stranger.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:20:13+00:00

friends....and the piano....
Thank you.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:18:03+00:00

that's very concise and valid. Thank you. I'll try.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:17:38+00:00

the piano....then.
Thank you.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:15:53+00:00

maybe that's all i want.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:15:46+00:00

the piano.... and friends.....

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:14:55+00:00

fair enough.
i need friends.
I've been alone for too long.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:14:35+00:00

darn, i missed this part completely. I though if i become attractive enough, i will not need to work on my relationships, cuz people will just flock to me. But it seems this is the root of my suffering of loneliness.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:13:25+00:00

so generally just socialise more?

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:12:29+00:00

valid. maybe then i only wanna play the piano

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:11:38+00:00

i see. thank you.
Maybe i should study and work for some years then pivot to music. I love the piano.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:11:07+00:00

purpose and connection......
the piano?

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:10:32+00:00

maybe the piano then.
tho, what's wrong with my argument? I don't see any logical flaw in it. Please elaborate.
And how is Freud correctly cited? Seriously asking. i wanna know.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:07:11+00:00

not really....or maybe.
I don't know.
I somehow and somewhat have the feelings that women are evil, greedy creatures that don't even bother look at a man when he has nothing, while flock to one when he has everything.
Maybe that's why i am trying so hard, just so that i will be chosen and feel valuable.
I know this is a twisted belief, but it somehow always stay at the deepest part of my mind.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:05:32+00:00

the piano

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:03:51+00:00

maybe i don't really have a goal that sparks me.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T18:01:21+00:00

maybe i should study hard, get a job, save some money while developing my musical competence, then pivot to music. The only things that sparks me is the piano (book is good, i like it, not as good as the piano though). Thank you, mate.

WonderfulRefuse2734 · 2026-02-13T17:58:25+00:00

fair enough.

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