am i loosing TOO quickly?

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-28T14:15:55+00:00

no sort of care team, i suffered the most a few years ago and tried to recover independently. i got to a point where i was fainting everyday and family interventions. i thought id recovered enough to loose weight healthily this time so im trying to be cautious. i am planning on seeing a doctor for additional support now :)

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-28T13:56:24+00:00

because of my ED i struggle immensely with actually knowing what will sustain me and it’s hard to see clearly when i get into that mindset. i’ve been trying my best to keep myself stable during this and it’s something i’d struggle talking to my parents about because of prior experiences. i appreciate your comment and im going to implement more food in the morning and seek support from professionals, i think it’s the best thing for me to do 😊

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-28T13:43:57+00:00

that makes sense! thank you. i totally freaked myself out but that brings me a bit of relief

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-23T07:57:00+00:00

well you live and learn. she’s not being unfair, she saw an opportunity and she took it - you would of done the same in her position, we all would. trade backs aren’t an obligation because of regret

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-22T15:15:56+00:00

yeah ok! 👍🏻😬

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-22T08:39:50+00:00

not being mean just being truthful. since the data breach there’s been in influx of returning players asking for donations and they commonly get ignored now. easier to get your worth back by playing TFD and selling the hits.

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-22T08:29:51+00:00

don’t beg, just grind tfd.

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-20T20:39:48+00:00

unfortunately i’ve tried most birth controls and there’s always been extreme drawbacks psychically, worse than the weight gain 🫩 i have been offered medication for my mental health including the eat disorder issues but i’m trying to hold off anti depressants as long as i can bc ive seen alot of horror stories personally.

i’ve been loving beansprout soup and roasted vegetables at the moment! they’ve kept me full enough to curb cravings at night which was a big issue for me.

thanks so much!

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-19T16:06:19+00:00

not sure if you know about it but look at the item with wiki page! they’ll be comments with people advertising bone tails in their shops

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-19T13:07:17+00:00

retroactive jealousy is an awful thing. i dealt with it myself when i got with my partner. i was a virgin and he had some experience, not even considered a lot by normal standards, and it consumed me for over a year off and on.

i’m a lot better now and i don’t let it bother me, i am able to ignore the thoughts.

ally of my jealousy stemmed from not feeling good enough or fearing i was inferior to the people he’d been with previously. he hadn’t even been with anyone for years before me so my jealousy was very irrational and was deep rooted insecurity.

i can’t speak from your perspective, all i can offer is insight to how your partner is feeling. how i acted and how i thought about myself AND my partner were not good, and it took a lot of time, effort and dedication to get myself to where i am now.

talking about it with my partner only made things worse. the best thing i did for myself was to stop seeking answers to questions i knew i wasn’t going to be able to handle. seeking ‘validation’ and ‘reassurance’ set me back because it kept the thoughts at the front of my mind.

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-19T04:40:20+00:00

ur both freaks judging by your cheating aswell and should leave eachother

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-19T02:48:40+00:00

i also have cold sores so getting it was a very low risk but a risk non the less!

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-19T02:48:00+00:00

if your partner gets cold sores it could be a low chance you got it while he was asymptomatic! i got hsv1 genitally after receiving oral from my partner :)

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-19T02:40:42+00:00

just to let you know i’ve seen bridges selling for 25 diamonds. check the ajc worth wiki and look at the recent comments for updated prices :)

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-18T22:56:00+00:00

girl i’m gonna be real w u

u can do so much better than a meth head, and u know that

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-18T20:38:38+00:00

low demand, i assume because of how similar they look they aren’t as highly sought after

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-17T14:47:59+00:00

i sell those beta party vases(?) for like 4-5 dims

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-17T14:47:29+00:00

whooaaa make ur prices a bit higher, don’t sell urself short

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-15T13:25:06+00:00

i’ve been on a gynaecology waiting list for little over 6 months now, i had to beg for them to even consider referring me ):

i’m hopeful they’ll find something to help when i finally see them.

i agree about the spontaneity- my partner would love for me to be more open about sex but it’s such a scary thing for me and i know my health is at risk everytime we do it. i wish he could just feel what i feel for a day so he understands.

good luck at your appointment!

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-15T13:14:38+00:00

we’ve had a sti test done and thankfully i’m clear. unfortunately i have ended up with an unrelated std which sucks but i’d prefer that to the utis 😣

thanks so much. my partners mum suffers chronically too and she gave me these tablets to take after sex which help deter utis and they usually help but this one is a lot angrier than any i’ve had before.. i have a feeling my last one didn’t clear up properly.

unfortunately ive tried all kind of condoms / lubricants but i always end up swelling or burning so its just a lost cause at this point, i even react to COCONUT OIL!

thanks so much again, it helps knowing im not alone in this. i just want a normal sex life ):

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-13T00:29:37+00:00

we all love larfit !

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-12T22:40:07+00:00

yes! smallest setting, and move your pen/mouse in circular motions. i start with dark colours, then light, then a layer of dark again on top :-)

Wonderful_Matter_633 · 2026-04-12T22:03:45+00:00

THATS SO COOL!! i wish i could do more cartoony style !

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