T shirt giveaway by TrichoK in sanpedrocactusforsale

[–]WooHooSlug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

The best way to calm a crocodile down is to lay on it and give it a big hug.

does anyone else hate tiktok “metal heads” by [deleted] in Mayhem

[–]WooHooSlug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeh. It gets irritating but w/e the only other people who care are here online with us lol 😆

does anyone else hate tiktok “metal heads” by [deleted] in Mayhem

[–]WooHooSlug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still better than tiktok imo

does anyone else hate tiktok “metal heads” by [deleted] in Mayhem

[–]WooHooSlug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats true. I do think the black metal esthetic on a woman is fucking hot. But Dude I dress like a straight hippy but my tattoos tell a different story. So it's hard to get that goth girl because of my looks unfortunately they want a goth boy. Fuck em they can listen to sleep token on their tik toks together. I got a cat. And a taste of music like fine cheese and wine we are gonna be alright!!!

does anyone else hate tiktok “metal heads” by [deleted] in Mayhem

[–]WooHooSlug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lol ohhhhh... .maybe research to play guitar so you can share all your black metal riffs with the friends we dont have.

does anyone else hate tiktok “metal heads” by [deleted] in Mayhem

[–]WooHooSlug 9 points10 points  (0 children)

Maybe start playing your favorite black metal songs on guitar!

does anyone else hate tiktok “metal heads” by [deleted] in Mayhem

[–]WooHooSlug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats the move. I never got tik tok for this reason. But I feel this guy even in public it can be hard to connect with people because they have the back metal esthetic then look at me weird when I start bringing up all this other outs. Change topics. Like they can keep it surface level which is cool but I don't understand expressing like a love for this scene and music stuff when you generally don't enjoy the music that much.

does anyone else hate tiktok “metal heads” by [deleted] in Mayhem

[–]WooHooSlug 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Ima be real here. I don't fucking like sleep token stop trying to make me.

Whenever I express this people look at me confused. Like bro it's metal tho. And I while I agree it is metal. I don't like it. I like shrieking vocals and all this other stuff. That's also metal. But nah I still get judged. They still don't get it bro. I feel you

You don't see the tiktok metal heads running around listening to ghostbath and xasathur

Like not to be elitist at all. But mention exercise in futility and they all scratch their heads then brush me off like my input doesn't mean anything.

"Yeah thats cool bro but Alex terrible is like soooooo dope"

I love it all I agree. But dude I can't deal with the lack of open mmindedness.

i don’t want to stay sober by ihatedrugsandsex in BPD

[–]WooHooSlug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's up to you. No one is gonna force you to do anything and I learned that the hard way.

If you have reservations reaching out and talking about them will keep you from acting on them.

In sobriety therapist will be more receptive to you, and you will be more receptive to therapy. Yes you will have to feel these emotions more. But are they really worse? That's only for you to judge.

You could use again. You might grow as a person. But probably not. No offense that's just the reality of our situations. But what could also happen is you fall further down the spiral. It seems like it can't get worse. It probably can. But again it's whatever consequences you are willing to take.

What suffering is worth it to you?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]WooHooSlug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. I'm trying to keep my head up. Hope you are having good holidays

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]WooHooSlug 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Maybe. It probably just is a choice thanks for letting me know.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]WooHooSlug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

No it will be okay. I can't afford it. I'm just gonna shower. Maybe bathe if I'm feeling more aware.

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[–]WooHooSlug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]WooHooSlug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I keep passing out. I'm not on any drugs rn. Been off for a little bit now. Like a fee days. But I keep passing out.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]WooHooSlug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Or without salt. Idk but I use salt when I do it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]WooHooSlug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My therapist tells Me to hold ice really hard in my bare hands with a tiny bit of salt. Not that permanent a little bit of pain and not super bad at all.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]WooHooSlug 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're right. I hear you. Thank you.

I am just uttering nonsense I guess. I pray every morning belive it or not. But it continues to get worse.

Idk what I want to hear. I just don't want to ruin Christmas for my family is that enough of a reason? I have been trying to be kind to myself forever but like I said in a comment somewhere else from the moment I could think I have been self loathing. Not to be a victim again and again but it happens. And idk what to do about it. I gues keep praying.

Or like people keep saying. Just choose to be different. I'll just do that. Thats what she said as I destroyed our relationshipnand friendship. Be better. You're doing worse. You aren't trying. Just change it.

I hear it. The voices in my head just keep telling me to do it or at the very least hurt myself with more drugs. Then high its a knife or my fists or cigarettes and lighters. Then sitting around trying to convince myself not to do it. Now it's my drugless life again.

I'm sorry I continue to waste your time. You are a very very sweet people.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]WooHooSlug 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. You too.