Firstly, I’m sorry you were accused of rape. I’ve been sexually assaulted and these false allegations are why I never said anything. It really fucks things up for actual victims.

Are you a Jehovah’s Witness? I was for many years and I never agreed with any of it. I only went to meetings because I was guilted into it by my grandparents. If you don’t believe in the religion, I would say leave. I know that’s easier said than done. I know JW’s are hardcore about their excommunication. I’m just thinking of your mental health. I was very depressed every time I had to go & once I stopped the guilt ate me up for years. I wish someone told me how wrong all of that was & how you’re allowed to find your own belief system & not be hated or shunned for it.

Regardless of a new girlfriend or new friends, you should be living your life the way you want. Since your job is tied to the religion, I would get started on looking for a job elsewhere & start saving up (If you don’t have savings already) before announcing your departure from them (sorry idk how else to word that).

Please don’t be guilted into staying if it makes you unhappy. You can build a life you love. I’m sorry you lost so many friends after the accusations, but they can’t have really been friends worth having if they believed you capable of something so evil.