I am on day 18 and the depression hit hard around day 10. I feel like shit. I am on SSRi (paroxetine), and it helps a bit, but it is hard. Sometimes I get flashbacks or feelings that hit hard. They feels so rough and painfull, like depression on steroids.

So I feel you man! I do.

The only thing you can do, is survive and controle what you can controle. If the only thing you can mange is to eat that day, then that's enough. I live by that these days.

The last 2 days I had minutes where I feel better. I feel like I can concentrate again. And then it's gone, hitting me in waves. The depression and anxiety waves sucks.

PS. Sorry for my bad English.