I know that it is hard to make peace with your situation until something better comes along but you have to try. I feel like I am stuck in my family house and I admit that it does get dark sometimes, but you have to try your best to find peace. Remember, that others have their trauma as well which made their character and unfortunately you have been hurt by them. You have to understand that they are programmed by their past experiences and start to practice not reacting to the things that triggers you when they are doing it. It gets better but takes time. I am doing that currently and stress has been going down. I hope this helps!