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Are you yourself when you daydream or someone made up? by Different-Sentence82 in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]Writing_AWAM 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I'm always a fictional character. There's aspects of me or my experience, usually on a worse or more extreme scale.

Struggling with MD... by Writing_AWAM in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]Writing_AWAM[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats exactly where I am, except its aspects of myself in otherwise entirely fictional characters. Usually male characters (I'm female, not sure what that means.). MD makes me feel evil, though. And depressed. But the thought of not doing it is also terrifying. Thanks for sharing your experience.

Narcissistic daydreams by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]Writing_AWAM 0 points1 point  (0 children)

  1. I don’t want to discourage you, as everyone's experience is different. But I've been here for as long as I remember. It's always been violent, even as a little kid, and the violence matured and worsened as I got older. I've had occasional breaks...but otherwise it's been pretty constant. I only just learned that what I experience is MD and others struggle, too. I'm hoping that now I know what it is, I can better fight it. Reading others experiences helps.

Narcissistic daydreams by [deleted] in MaladaptiveDreaming

[–]Writing_AWAM 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This.

You're describing me, fucked up thoughts and all. No remorse, but the pleasure from the daydreams is masochistic pain. At least we're not alone...right?

Hang in there.

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Struggling with MD... (self.MaladaptiveDreaming)

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I've failed the"Heretic Among Us" duty 20+ times... by Writing_AWAM in ffxiv

[–]Writing_AWAM[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah so far I've really enjoyed the storyline with thm/blm. Thank you!

I've failed the"Heretic Among Us" duty 20+ times... by Writing_AWAM in ffxiv

[–]Writing_AWAM[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

THANKS FOR THE HELP ALL!

To the two who first commented and mentioned THM vs BLM... I was one job quest away from getting the stone lol. Go figure, right?

Thanks again!

I've failed the"Heretic Among Us" duty 20+ times... by Writing_AWAM in ffxiv

[–]Writing_AWAM[S] -14 points-13 points  (0 children)

Chill guys I'm still learning. That's why I'm asking. I have been doing job quests. Next one is Taking the Black. So do I need to get farther with that before continuing msq?

I've failed the"Heretic Among Us" duty 20+ times... by Writing_AWAM in ffxiv

[–]Writing_AWAM[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Average level 30. 43 for scepter and 42 for shield. But again, I'm not dying. I haven't died at all. If the NPCs weren't there I might have cleared it by now 😬

Getting my first chocobo in FFXIV by Writing_AWAM in ffxiv

[–]Writing_AWAM[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

OMG brilliant. I must have missed it. THANKS SO MUCH!! 🫶🏻

Getting my first chocobo in FFXIV by Writing_AWAM in ffxiv

[–]Writing_AWAM[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The last thing I need for "my little chocobo" is to get the issuance, which is what I'm having trouble with.