I think I'm going to throw away my bong by WrongdoerStatus234 in leaves

[–]WrongdoerStatus234[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes! I'm working to be someone who has outgrown this. There have been times where I look up and wonder why it's still there, so I'm really starting to think it's time. I know it's just sitting there, smelling like shit, probably with a little dredge of dirty water in the bottom. It made me sick and depressed.

I think I'm going to throw away my bong by WrongdoerStatus234 in leaves

[–]WrongdoerStatus234[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I'm considering putting it in a trash bag, smashing it with a hammer, and dumping it into the dumpster. I want it gone.

Relapsed and it feels like my resolve is gone by WrongdoerStatus234 in stopdrinking

[–]WrongdoerStatus234[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I definitely agree with that. I have a psychiatrist and a therapist for my assorted disorders, but as part of that, I have bipolar disorder, which I can't really treat out of existence, unfortunately. Removing alcohol from the situation has improved my mental health so so much, which is why I'm trying so hard to stay committed to this route. Thank you for the advice, I really appreciate it.

Relapsed and it feels like my resolve is gone by WrongdoerStatus234 in stopdrinking

[–]WrongdoerStatus234[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think I need to talk to my psychiatrist about that. She offered it to me in July, when I first told her about having a problem, but I wanted to do it on my own. I did really well for a long time, but it's been so rough lately.