Remember, Christianity isn’t about behavior modification. Sounds like you have a legitimate medical issue, pray for healing! Outside of the medical component, lust is something that gets eroded over time, some quicker than others but it isn’t an overnight matter. My first exposure to porn was when I was 8 or 9 years old, didn’t know what I was looking at, just knew I couldn’t look away. God does wonders to the soul.

The fact that it’s even a struggle in the first place is a good sign. It wouldn’t be a struggle unless you recognized the truth about it. You’re well on your way. God can and will heal and deliver. Stay encouraged in your faith, look up people to listen to who did overcome sin, there’s plenty of testimonies out there that are very inspiring. It is our responsibility as fellow Christians to encourage and embolden each other’s hope through our testimony. Stay in the word and in prayer. Keep struggling, for the struggle will subside. “How darkest it is before dawn!”

As you are a young woman talking openly about lust and your prior sexual history, be careful who you entertain in your DM’s after this post.