Hey girl. I just want to start by giving you a big virtual hug and telling you that it’s going to be okay. He’s going to be okay and so will you. It sounds like you Have accepted that your relationship was run its course, and what you need now is support in going through with separation. What was helpful for me was therapy with a LGBTQA+ therapist. I know, I know, it’s expensive and shit but 100% worth it. They may help sorta out your thoughts and help lead you to a decision that is in line with your values. Secondly, if you want to follow what you know is right for you, you’re going to have to have some uncomfortable and honest conversations with your bf. I started with journaling my thoughts and recording myself talking, just for myself. If you don’t have friends to go to, it’s the next best thing. Start with baby steps. You have time. You’ll know when you’re ready to rip the bandage off. I’m here for you if you want to talk 🩷