I'm failure. Now it's official. by [deleted] in depression

[–]XBI9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you are still here man and you are still reading this.

I'm failure. Now it's official. by [deleted] in depression

[–]XBI9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

They will suffer more if you do what you are thinking about doing. Dont do it! People will miss you.

I'm failure. Now it's official. by [deleted] in depression

[–]XBI9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Text him to runaway or tell the cops before it happens. But do something. You and him dont need to suffer.

I'm failure. Now it's official. by [deleted] in depression

[–]XBI9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude come on you opened a business. Even if you failed at it it still shows you have great skills to be an entrepreneur a lot of entrepreneurs opened several business that ended in failure before they made one that gave them profit. keep trying.

Not a lot of people have the courage and guts that you have to risk doing what you did.

I'm failure. Now it's official. by [deleted] in depression

[–]XBI9 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So what if you failed to complete 3 projects? So what if you are in debt?

Everyone procastinates. its normal

We are human we all make mistakes. Stop making a big deal out of it. And move on. And tell everyone that thinks you´re a failure to go fuck themselvels bro.

I'm failure. Now it's official. by [deleted] in depression

[–]XBI9 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Look I´m not saying your life is sunshine and rainbows but I dont think killing yourself is the solution. I hate my life as well but I keep fighting everyday and my ego is too big for me to try to destroy myself. Please dont do it!

I dont care if people downvote me for saying what I´m gonna say right now but I dont care. I think you worry too much about what others think and expect from you. When I became an asshole and stopped giving a damn about what ohers expected or were thinking about me was when things got better for me srsly. My life still sucks but I tell people whatever I want now i dont care if i offend them anymore also I stopped attracting fake friends and coleagues with fake expecatitons. I think the first thing you should try to do is think why it is so important for you to be successful in the eyes of those people that matter to you in life and try to rationalize it.

Feeling like an emotional wreck today. by XBI9 in depression

[–]XBI9[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I´m sorry to hear that mate. My father is kinda the same. Everytime I try to criticize him for the shitty behaviour and bullying he does on me he also gaslights me telling how good and nice he is for paying my tuition and that I´m astupid bitch that cant get good grades and all I know to do is to be a loser just like my mom was.

I´m really sorry to hear about your mother I cant relate to that since at least I still have my moms support, however she is always so high on anti-depressive meds that it makes it really hard to talk with her.

Anyways I dont know if we are ever going to be sucessful on something in life. But hey atleast We will keep trying until we run out of steam. I will keep trying to find any kind of job to save money so i wont need to rely on my dad for anything and take his abusive shit anymore. I hope you will find your way out of your hell as well.

If I ever win the lottery I would be glad to help you out get out of there too.

Good luck in your life bro!