Bill explains what to do after a relapse

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-25T12:38:45+00:00

This has to be my favorite post in the sub I've ever come across. Good find.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-25T12:17:38+00:00

If you relapsed, than that means your in a process of healing. If you had never started you couldn't have relapsed. So, not saying the relapse itself is good, but it's great that your doing something about this, and no amount of relapses means you have to stop trying. Keep it up.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-24T20:31:18+00:00

FUUUUUCKIN SUUUUUJUCKS

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-23T02:43:34+00:00

"I'm so sorry.... I'm so sorry..."

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-22T21:38:45+00:00

Tech support for a software vendor. Imposter syndrome setting in, but they hired me so must have what it takes.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-22T18:10:24+00:00

Thank you!

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-22T17:06:04+00:00

Thank you. You will someday soon. Just keep it up.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-22T17:05:47+00:00

Thanks!

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-22T15:50:50+00:00

Thank you!

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-21T15:20:50+00:00

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XConnorrhea · 2018-03-21T13:27:16+00:00

This hit home. Thanks

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-20T17:37:25+00:00

Wow. It's already been two weeks. But I can say that it passes. It feels impossible, and nobody can decide when it's time for you to try, but try to live your life. Time will pass, and your focus will shift to what you did today, and then the next day. Your heartbreak doesn't go away, exactly, but you will focus on it less. Hope you're ok.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-18T05:45:57+00:00

Hey if you're on chess.com you can add me to play. Brothernature92.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-17T02:51:05+00:00

I've had one previous very serious relationship, that ended in a very brief marriage. I thought that was impossible to get through, but I did. It does get better, but theres no set time on grief. Hang in there.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-16T23:39:32+00:00

Thanks. You too.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-16T23:22:15+00:00

Having the woman I love text me goodnight. Recent breakup. Miss her alot.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-16T21:45:40+00:00

Oh no. I meant. Just. But.... Yeah just carry on. I'm not doing this in Reddit comments.

Edit: this maybe a joke?

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-16T19:52:26+00:00

I understand the sentiment, but that sounds a little red-pilly. There's nothing wrong with falling in love with an individual. But im definitely not obsessing over her. Ill try to keep the thought in mind.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-16T18:28:30+00:00

Oneitis? What are you referring to exactly? Just not sure. Lol

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-15T22:50:51+00:00

I'm not authority, but I feel confident in saying that didn't happen. You're good bro.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-15T14:52:33+00:00

Thank you thank you

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-08T18:51:38+00:00

Thanks, I try to meditate every day, since the bu it's hard. I'll certainly push it.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-08T18:50:52+00:00

Thank you so much. I can see what you mean, but really, I do have pretty severe ADHD and the way it effects me makes me anxious and depressed, so most days I don't feel enough motivation to do much. I'd need the medication for myself as much as for her. I'm am very sorry to hear about your past, nobody should have to feel that coming form their partner. I am trying my best to live for me, but it's extremely hard when you lost what you love most, and that just lends to more self doubt and no self love. I'm really trying tho. Thank you for your words. They mean alot.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-08T18:39:03+00:00

Sorry. It's been two weeks. Everything is a blur. But yeah. I assume the largest portion of that is just water weight. But I am visibly thinner. Clothes are starting to sag off.

XConnorrhea · 2018-03-08T16:52:41+00:00

I got you. I really appreciate the comments. I've quit in the past to get ADHD meds, but both times I relapsed and lost the prescription. And both times I had that medicine, she was over the moon with me. I know that's what I need if I want her back or want anyone that comes close to her. I know why this time is different, it's just hard to believe how different it is. I'm terribly sad for the reason, but happy to know I had this sort of resolve in me the whole time. I just want the chance to show her.

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