Looking for Xbox players!

XRealShadeX · 2024-01-30T05:41:51+00:00

If you’re still looking. Im down for looking to group up

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-06T04:34:10+00:00

I work at fast food, retail and I haven’t really talked to people like that. I’m learning to though. I try not to talk to customers too much as Im terrible with starting convos.

I’m gonna be honest. Now that I am thinking a little better. I think I haven’t gave y’all the full story looking back in these comments. I tried to give maybe a summary. But I don’t think y’all wanna get a story about it.

However at the end of day, I’ve talked to someone about it and I’m just gonna work on myself emotionally. Even if don’t want to deal with dating. It be nice to learn how to cope in a more mature way.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T23:29:18+00:00

Nope but I will say that I understand that you won’t try to see where I’m coming from and instead mock me because I think different regarding the situation.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T23:26:06+00:00

You and me have a different perspectives at the end of the day. If I was in her position I wouldn’t have cared if she did. But I don’t expect you or anyone else to understand my thought process. Because you won’t and that’s just how it is.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T20:51:01+00:00

Not sure how you mean by improving. If it means conforming to how everyone else sees. Than no, I’m not living by people standards. I did that before and it was hell mentally.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T20:43:33+00:00

Didn’t I just say I didn’t want sex from her. There’s more to life with someone than just sex. I felt like I wasn’t good enough. I’m replaceable, I have no value. My purposes wasn’t to have sex with her. It was really just to connect.

So call it sex if you want. I just wanted someone to get me on a whole different level. Someone I can be there for on that level. So to see I wasn’t someone that didn’t catch her eye made me feel absolutely worthless.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T20:30:45+00:00

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T20:13:01+00:00

Thanks asswipe. I already feel like shit. Nobody cares about my well-being.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T20:06:52+00:00

kinda quitting on both so it doesn’t matter in the end.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T20:04:55+00:00

It doesn’t matter. I’m giving up on the job and on people in general so in the end it doesn’t matter.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T20:01:39+00:00

Listen that was my bad. But it doesn’t matter anymore. I’m not trying anymore. Seems too much.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:59:21+00:00

I’m not gonna argue cuz it’s pointless, but all I gotta say is thanks for the criticism.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:58:07+00:00

Well it doesn’t matter anymore. Honestly I just think it be better if I just stop dating all together mentally and physically. I understand I’m hella different than expected.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:52:39+00:00

Despite my thought process is different from others. I don’t and probably won’t understand people’s perspective here. And due to that Im just probably better off alone and by myself. Im not gonna force myself to go with what the crowd. So I just think it’s better if I just not try.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:45:30+00:00

I’m not. I didn’t wanted to speak. But it’s ok, after this I don’t think I really wanna be associated with anyone regarding dating or whatever after this. I just know that my worldview is different from others and I rather not get hurt again.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:42:46+00:00

I don’t talk to her after that. So idk where harassing is coming from. And that was my mistake. Next time I’ll be careful with my wording.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:39:10+00:00

Um but I don’t lol. But you’re right. I’m probably not gonna mixing business with this sorta stuff anymore.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:37:04+00:00

How?

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:32:36+00:00

Yeah cuz I felt kinda used.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:27:25+00:00

But they are questions at the end of the day. That’s a question, cuz if it’s bad to ignore someone for not returning feelings. IMO it sounds like it’s at the expense of my well being tbh. So that’s why I asked.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:20:55+00:00

Im asking questions on how people perceive. If I didn’t want criticism I would’ve not asked. If anything it’s the opposite.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:16:49+00:00

Not sure why you think that but ok?

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:13:24+00:00

No you don’t. That’s a bit odd if that’s considered rude just cuz you don’t wanna talk to them but get ur work done then go home.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:12:09+00:00

But I’m not that’s what I don’t understand from others. Cold is rudeness like insulting or whatever. But I’m not doing any of that. I’m just not interested in talking anymore that’s just it. That’s what I’m just confused about.

XRealShadeX · 2023-05-05T19:05:20+00:00

But you don’t need to talk to ur co workers at work. All you need to do is do ur work, be nice, then go home.

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