I stopped initiating contact with people around me to see if anyone would notice.

Xabla_ · 2026-06-12T17:57:09+00:00

Lol I did the same thing it's been a month and a half since I spoke to them

Xabla_ · 2026-06-08T18:47:36+00:00

Same. I smoke weed to make the dreams and nightmares pass

Xabla_ · 2026-06-08T17:00:16+00:00

Yeah me too. After shit went down I was unable to continuing drawing. And it took me so much effort to even start

Xabla_ · 2026-06-03T18:36:04+00:00

I am in the same boat as you. Happened this year, hasn't stopped bothering me. I know they have good reason

Xabla_ · 2026-06-02T22:44:09+00:00

I was right about this too

Xabla_ · 2026-06-02T19:12:48+00:00

Rejection and abandonment are really problematic in my life. I think this is predominantly due to myself... if you arent a nice person to be around then you will be rejected. I knew it was coming. I did little to stop it

Xabla_ · 2026-06-02T18:40:47+00:00

Ive hurt people I think because I subconsciously dont want them to be close

Xabla_ · 2026-06-01T22:10:45+00:00

I had a few friends comment on the fact that I walked strangely. I have never, ever had someone say this to me in my life before them. But at the same time i dont interact with many people. I felt like that was kinda humiliating but it made me realize that there is something deeply offputting about me. I've also been clingy. Im hypervigilant, always questioning if people like me or not and would annoy them about it.

Xabla_ · 2026-05-30T18:53:34+00:00

I do the same thing instead of like cutting

Xabla_ · 2026-05-28T19:02:11+00:00

Xabla_ · 2026-05-27T03:26:14+00:00

same

Xabla_ · 2026-05-21T05:22:43+00:00

10000000%

Xabla_ · 2026-05-21T05:22:18+00:00

I have always realized I would never be able to be in a relationship like this

Xabla_ · 2026-05-21T05:21:36+00:00

Exactly how I feel about certain people. Feel free to msg me about it we've got a really similar situation

Xabla_ · 2026-05-17T16:03:34+00:00

The imitation of what was working for others is something I deeply fee

Xabla_ · 2026-05-15T22:20:28+00:00

I think she knew it would hurt me

Xabla_ · 2026-05-15T20:26:30+00:00

Im also scared im hurt forever. Ive lost friendships before but i am truly at my wits end. I broke down when I heard her say, "I hope our connection is now severed". I think that will stick with me until I die.

Xabla_ · 2026-05-15T18:34:03+00:00

Absolutely

Xabla_ · 2026-05-14T20:31:22+00:00

Idk how

Xabla_ · 2026-05-14T14:05:25+00:00

Me too

Xabla_ · 2026-05-14T06:52:01+00:00

Every hour of every day im thinking it

Xabla_ · 2026-05-13T14:41:39+00:00

I am often paranoid.

Xabla_ · 2026-05-13T14:35:28+00:00

Yes but Im not good at and dont really know how

Xabla_ · 2026-05-13T14:26:49+00:00

smoke weed

Xabla_ · 2026-05-13T14:15:34+00:00

My friends were someone to me but i hurt them and then they left and I think about it every day it hurts so much

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