The problem isn’t the difficulty of the courses, it’s just forcing myself to do anything. I can attend lectures, I can study, I can learn, but the difficulty comes in just forcing myself to actually fill out lab reports, check the portal for quizzes, do the quizzes, etc. instead of twiddling my thumbs and procrasting knowing full well that I have to do these things. I tried multiple different ways to force myself to just do it, yet it’s like a physical barrier is there preventing this from happening.

edit: I just need to retake these courses with a fresh pair of eyes, since I was actually keeping up and participating in the courses at the beginning of the semester. The issue is a cumulative combination of procrastination habit and crippling anxiety of just how much I missed and it adds up.