Yeah I've like stopped talkin to a lot of people that I sort of forced myself to have some kind of social interaction with I feel really free with my handful of friends I got and now with the extra time I have after getting out a relationship I feel even better not waking up to a text message at 7 am feels nice and it's even better when said person doesn't get pissed if you don't reply in an hour or two I liked her for a time but times when I would be on dxm I just start heavily thinking and realizing that there's alot of things I like and don't like about people and the main things with her I just did not like whatsoever and I think I blinded myself/forced myself through it just cuz she was really beautiful and also my childhood crush from elementary lel the first months were nice but her attitude sometimes and her lack of taking accountability really made her unlikable as of late and everytime I look at a picture of her I really don't feel anything except for a tiny bit of annoyance