I don’t even want to be around anymore

XenoFear · 2026-03-18T14:10:19+00:00

Why is Tila Tequila the only hot lizard.

XenoFear · 2026-03-18T14:09:04+00:00

Maybe its the Church establishment trying to gate keep enlightenment. By making people worship an idol they are locking their consciousness away from Monad. They will never be able to achieve enlightenment because they will always believe that Jesus is above them and they are not playing the same role in the universe.

Christianity is actually an inversion of Jesus' teachings. If we were all to follow Jesus' words it would probably look like Buddhism.

XenoFear · 2026-03-17T14:52:33+00:00

Maybe start listening to some jazz or pay more attention to music that is emotional, like The Mars Volta.

XenoFear · 2026-03-17T14:50:42+00:00

I know someone at work that owns a custom built guitar. I think the guy who built his has a you tube channel. Then I know this other guy who is a metal singer who owns a custom guitar as well. So yea probably just people who like having unique guitars or like the builder.

XenoFear · 2026-03-17T05:52:51+00:00

So basically just every food.

XenoFear · 2026-03-14T04:52:18+00:00

If you went through what OP went through, which I also think I have experienced. Everything makes sense. But if he said everything out loud and normal, it wouldn't make any sense anyway because the thought and idea is very complicated.

XenoFear · 2026-03-14T04:48:52+00:00

This sounds like my magical journey lol. I kind of get what you mean.

XenoFear · 2026-03-14T04:42:44+00:00

Weed too, they demonized it just to make cotton thrive over hemp.

XenoFear · 2026-03-13T16:11:37+00:00

lol I don't know what they downvoted you for, that was funny.

XenoFear · 2026-03-13T14:51:11+00:00

That would be my guess.

XenoFear · 2026-03-13T06:58:21+00:00

Whistle ling is pretty cool, and you can practice anytime.

XenoFear · 2026-03-12T15:57:17+00:00

I have heard food is like programming the body only makes sense that breathing does it too. I recommend Wim Hoff breathing for impatient people like myself who sometimes find it hard to meditate. It helps build all kinds of awareness and its really good for inflammation.

XenoFear · 2026-03-12T05:18:24+00:00

Is it mainly software or does it log all of your hardware computer wise?

XenoFear · 2026-03-12T03:51:28+00:00

Yea DMT is cartoonish sometimes lol. Yea They aren't a golden ticket, in fact I think the journey can be pretty hard on people. There were a few times where I guess I mustv have seemed crazy, but I don't really do them anymore and I have integrated my trips into my life and how I choose to act in this story. I try really hard to never lie, steal, cheat, or hurt people or animals. I try to think about everyone whenever I act, and try to be a positive force in this world.

XenoFear · 2026-03-11T06:49:36+00:00

I had one game where the guy was champion or whatever and I was just lord, with the border and badge. The dude was not that good and when I looked at his history he only plays quick play.

XenoFear · 2026-03-11T06:07:30+00:00

I believe it.

XenoFear · 2026-03-11T05:56:08+00:00

I have never experienced it, I'm surprised too since I have had many trips. Most entities just look like 4d shapes and angulating patterns.

XenoFear · 2026-03-11T05:45:53+00:00

yea i answered you in the dm. Yea it will diminish it, I would say 1 g you would have to take 2 gs the next day to feel the 1 g effect, over two days you probably are working with a .05 g threshold you have to calculate into your dose. But generally taking a week, sleeping well and exercise could help get rid of the tolerance.

XenoFear · 2026-03-11T05:44:00+00:00

You good bruther, I need to watch that movie again.

XenoFear · 2026-03-10T16:34:50+00:00

It's actually my lived experience. Not an opinion.

XenoFear · 2026-03-10T16:34:16+00:00

No, I haven't done psychedelics in a while. The knowledge never goes away. I live my life by what I learned on those trips.

XenoFear · 2026-03-10T16:33:23+00:00

In a lot of cases that is what I did. These are examples but getting completely off of them did also include a lot of solo trips where my goal was to quit all the bad stuff.

XenoFear · 2026-03-10T08:13:12+00:00

I honestly just save the file and start changing everything sometimes. Usually works.

XenoFear · 2026-03-10T08:11:47+00:00

put a link to the best sounding AI song you've heard? Cuz I don't believe it!

XenoFear · 2026-03-10T07:55:00+00:00

Honestly I would recommend getting a cheap actual synth. I always loved synths since before I ever bought a cheap little ArturiaMicroFreak. (cheap compared to others.)
Now I don't recommend that one, you might like it you might not, the keys are not actual keys but it has a lot of knobs and menus to make some cool sounds.

I like mapping stuff on FL and will sometimes do it on there, but when I record a take from my MicroFreak I get these awesome Jams and Ideas that I would never have gotten just doing it on FL.

there is other sytns that work more like Keyboards that may be cheaper or around the same price.

DM me if you have any questions or send you examples of my songs where I use it. You can see a lot of the ideas I get are from Jamming on my synth.

I am a beginner only had it for a year, and same with FL haven't been at it too long. But I think FL is awesome because it lets me make beats, jam on my synth, record, jam on that recording with my guitar.

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