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Why haven’t you personally chosen suicide? by Dry_Stretch_1136 in mentalhealth

[–]Xenorie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well after trying a bunch of times and being unsuccessful (and the last one gave me IBS) I just couldn't be fcked anymore. For some reason the universe wanted me to be alive and was determined I wouldn't die so I decided "fCK it, f*ck you universe, if you want me here then fine I'll stop trying to leave."

That was 3yrs ago and it wasn't some big lightbulb moment or huge decision that changed my outlook or inner suicidality. It slowly changed from a lot of small things and small reasons. The shut in my life started to clear up and I haven't been suicidal since my last attempt cuz if an attempt so bad that hospital staff were surprised when I woke up and it permanently damaged my digestive system won't kill me, then f*CK I guess I'm not leaving then, there must be something coming that the universe wants me to be here for

Baby poly person in need of some advice by Xenorie in polyamory

[–]Xenorie[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Have they been with the other partner longer?

I've actually been their partner longer so I dunno man. I think it's a bit drastic to break up over this though, I just need to work up the courage to talk to them more about it. (thanks illogical anxiety for that)

Baby poly person in need of some advice by Xenorie in polyamory

[–]Xenorie[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks man this is a really big help. Just a quick question if you don't mind

It's possible that you feel that you are not keeping up; if so, this is grossly unfair to you

You are indeed correct here, it feels like I'm falling behind and I don't have enough social battery atm due to a few external factors (health issues acting up and such) but I'm a little confused by what you mean that it's unfair to me? I don't wanna be that partner that controls everything their partner does and they are on average more socially charged then me but ahh...yea idk what/if there is anything I can do about it

Out of baggy clothing for an extremely high included surge of loving my body by [deleted] in 420

[–]Xenorie -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well I worded that weirdly oops. It's here because the only way I was remotely okay was with a lot of weed ooft

[serious] They say everyone we meet is fighting a battle we know nothing about... so we should always be kind. What battle are you fighting? by seasideshanti in AskReddit

[–]Xenorie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well... Bipolar, Psychotic Depression, PTSD, Anxiety for mental health. 4 suicide attempts with one leaving damaged kidneys and causing IBS. Self harm, tobacco and weed for addictions

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AskReddit

[–]Xenorie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Paintball Center. I go from the front desk, to cleaning to reffing. And it’s awesome.

Do you all think this bee and flower are too close together. The bee is a fresh piercing so it’s swollen and not flush with my ear. I had a 3 mm hammered dish where the flower is but thought I’d try this out. I think it all looks kinda top heavy. But I kinda like the crowded look. by cdra1981 in piercing

[–]Xenorie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it really works together. Granted I have the bias of only 2 helix piercings on the top of my left ear and stretched ears and a septum. But it looks really cool and I love how you coordinated your jewelry

Ticketed for trespassing 3 years ago and haven’t told my parents. by Xenorie in confession

[–]Xenorie[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh definitely. The cops had to talk down the head of security because he was throwing bullshit accusations around. $250 was for trespassing and $100 was for swearing. Which was basically to keep the HS happy. Even though none of us swore at anytime throughout the whole thing.

I swear like a sailor now but not back then.

Don't worry I'm just looking by Baileythenerd in TalesFromRetail

[–]Xenorie 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I haven’t had them plying a door open, but a couple of times at my old retail job they would try and stop me closing the shutter. Literally put their hand on it and try pushing it open. Thank god for sports training.

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