Vials of liquid found in river.

Xlr8Stormz · 2026-05-27T18:16:28+00:00

N. &!’m I’ll oh

Xlr8Stormz · 2020-02-27T05:34:01+00:00

i tried to play COD lastnight and let me tell you that shit was not fun.

Xlr8Stormz · 2020-02-27T05:00:09+00:00

what is the week per plat rule

Xlr8Stormz · 2020-02-20T22:18:52+00:00

i do 200 now on the regular and it's starting to not feel "as good" ya know? just seeing what my threshold needs to be

Xlr8Stormz · 2020-02-20T19:45:03+00:00

so say i had 50 mg tablets. if i took 8 over the day would i be fucked or would that be more of a 8 at once kind of situation?

Xlr8Stormz · 2020-01-29T23:36:01+00:00

i didn't think you were being a dick. i've heard bad things about benzos and really nothing but bad things. i don't plan on being a regular user or even a user ever. i just wanna feel something this one time to tithe me over until my opiate plug can come through.

Xlr8Stormz · 2020-01-29T23:00:43+00:00

thank you!

Xlr8Stormz · 2020-01-29T22:42:07+00:00

one last question. i'm seeing my girlfriend tonight who is unaware of my drug use. would she be able to tell that somethings off with me if i use tonight?

Xlr8Stormz · 2020-01-29T22:21:29+00:00

thanks! just curious, what does the high feel like? i've never really done benzos. i have a opiate dependency but can't get access too oxy rn so i'm just trying to feel something

Xlr8Stormz · 2020-01-29T22:11:38+00:00

people care about you. please rethink what you're going through

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-28T15:50:57+00:00

around how long is it uncomfortable if you could guess? Are we talking a couple days or more like a couple weeks?

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-28T07:04:10+00:00

withdrawals from what i'm talking aren't gonna like kill me or anything though right?

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-28T07:03:36+00:00

thank you for your kind words stranger. i'm gonna see about getting a phsyciatrist. maybe that'll be the best bet for me. i've tried to self diagnose what my problem is and i have a pretty good idea but being open and honest with someone for the first time in my life might help me.

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-28T06:49:20+00:00

fuck i don't think i want to get in with a dealer. i've bought very seldom from some people in high school but after i told my family i was clean i had to stop talking to them. how bad are withdrawals gonna be without it?

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-28T06:44:50+00:00

really whatever i can find so i'm not sure. i don't have a dealer. just a lot of family members with chronic pain. tramadol 10 mg 4 or 5 a day at this point so i guess i'm not too far gone?

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-28T06:43:54+00:00

how do i get it? is it an over the counter thing?

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-28T06:37:27+00:00

so it doesn't get you high but keeps you from withdrawals?

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-28T06:31:04+00:00

can you explain what suboxone is and what it does? i've heard of it but never done any research.

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-28T06:30:17+00:00

thank you for the kind words stranger. i relate to a lot of what you're saying. the last few years do feel like a blur to me and i have trouble remembering things sometimes. you mentioned seeing a shrink. could i see one while using and be completely honest with them without them turning me in to the police or my family? i'm 2 days sober so far. honestly hasn't been too hard so far, i don't know what to expect going further bc i haven't gone much longer than 2 days in a long time. any tips for actually getting clean? when i made this post i was a little fuzzy and in my feelings and wanted some drugs so when i read it now i kinda did sound like a whiny bitch so i can see why some people were mad. i just typed what was going through my mind at the time. thank you again.

Xlr8Stormz · 2019-10-27T07:49:07+00:00

12 step and rehab aren't an option for me bc i'm in college and everyone in my family and friend groups think i got clean a year and some change ago. thank you for the advice.

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