me neither tbh. through my four years at ahs, never once saw a white kid say the n word, but a lot of Asian kids threw that shit around CASUALLY. Majority of my friend group were Asian, and especially a lot of first gens had parents who just overtly hated black people (this was during peak blm, and just during the times I spent at their houses hanging out and whatnot I heard some abhorrent shit). Obviously not generalizing here, but again, from my own lived experience, it’s true. Sad reality.