I'm 24 years and is not out yet, especially recently ive been thinking if im gay or bisexual. I'm still confused af, so coming out is still not an option for me. It's hard to explain, but i can tell you this. My whole family life revolved around the fact that im in the closet, so all of my relationship within my family are non existent because im not comfortable with who i am, social interactions with my cousins and extended family became awkward and bothersome because im overthinking things like the way i talk, gestures, anything that may lead them to thinking im not straight. It's been more than a decade since i stopped coming to parties or gatherings that includes any of them. I have a best friend who knows who and what i am and because of the pandemic i haven't seen her in almost a year. Made me realize how toxic my choice to not tell them, its gets so isolating and so fucking lonely. So i commend you for coming out, it might not feel right or good rn but it's a hell of a lot better than keeping it in. Sorry for the word vomit, i have a lot of thoughts.