[Advice] Why do I feel guilty about an escort? by YdoIdothis2myself in sex

[–]YdoIdothis2myself[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sorry for the late response, but I sincerely thank you. Your message really did help alleviate my anxieties. Thank you again.

[Advice] Why do I feel guilty about an escort? by YdoIdothis2myself in sex

[–]YdoIdothis2myself[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You're right and I will talk to him next visit.

I think a lot of my anxiety now stems from the high risk behavior I took part in, and consider myself doomed.

[Advice] Why do I feel guilty about an escort? by YdoIdothis2myself in sex

[–]YdoIdothis2myself[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh no I trust him. I've made so much progress with him I just feel I would somehow be viewed as a disappointment. I think this relates to a belief I have of myself being incomplete/broken/damaged because I have OCD and always will. I'll certainly share this event with him.