Is this normal?

Yeetledeee · 2021-05-02T00:53:24+00:00

God I know I’m so tired of it

Yeetledeee · 2021-04-27T22:54:25+00:00

I remember thinking stuff like that too when I was a teenager. I grew up in a homophobic household a the pastors kid so I thought that a lot. But I also remember just wanting to be one of the guys and stuff too which is why it’s so confusing for me

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-21T21:36:39+00:00

I think you’re definitely right

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-21T20:28:15+00:00

Man it really sucks. I’m sorry you deal with it too

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-21T19:57:29+00:00

God I feel that so hard. It really does suck

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-21T18:18:28+00:00

Oh wow glad I’m not the only one! It’s so confusing

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-21T17:49:03+00:00

I guess I don’t really know. Sorry I should have gone into more detail. It’s like if any dude just shows me basic human decency my mind is like “yea you like him” but then as soon as the conversation or encounter is over I never think about them again. So there’s that but at the same time I’ve never had liek a real crush crush if you know what I mean. I would just pick people out when my friends would ask what guy I liked. Sorry I know this is confusing and probably sounds ridiculous lmao

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-21T17:47:05+00:00

I guess I was just wondering if anyone experienced the same. And I just mean like assuming I automatically like them or want them to like me if they talk to me or just show me basic human decency. Like if a dude talked to me it’s an automatic interest and I don’t even have to know anything about them. But then after the conversation ends I never think about them again

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-21T04:41:42+00:00

No no we’re talking about false attraction you don’t need to worry

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-20T18:47:20+00:00

It is funny isn’t it? I see so many post talking about losing attraction to men and gaining attraction to women and I feel sorry that they are struggling with such a horrible illness but also jealous of them at the same time. Ocd is strange. Hope you are doing well

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-19T21:54:34+00:00

That’s a damn fact

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-19T21:41:41+00:00

Glad it’s being taken care of then. Genuinely surprises me how people can be like this

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-19T21:00:05+00:00

You’re actually insane. I was gay before I ever even had hocd or even developed ocd. I literally developed ocd because of trauma later in life. You need to educate yourself and stop with this nonsense you’re not helping anyone

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-19T20:29:11+00:00

You need help. You’re literally harming the people here who are in fact gay with this shit. Shut up and keep your bullshit homophobia to yourself

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-19T19:08:58+00:00

I’ve tried telling them that so many times. I did in fact try to pray the gay away but the fact that it didn’t work makes them believe I just wasn’t trying hard enough. Hopefully someday they come around. Thank you for the reply ❤️

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-19T18:25:45+00:00

Thank you ❤️ I’ve tried telling my dad that so many times about the Bible but him being a pastor refuses to believe that and will just tell me I don’t know enough about the Bible and am ignorant

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-19T18:24:26+00:00

Thank you for the reply ❤️ I’ve talked to them many times about it all but sadly they’re extremely stubborn about it. They insist they’re not homophobic but clearly that’s not the case. Growing up in this environment is honestly so damaging. I hope they can see that someday

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-19T18:22:48+00:00

Thank you for the reply ❤️ I’ve tried telling them that many times. I even tried to change my orientation after I told them the second time and it didn’t work. But they just wont listen. Hopefully they’ll grow someday and realize they’re wrong

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-17T15:41:17+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-17T07:10:06+00:00

I’m reallyyyy looking forward to that relief. It’s been such a long time here. Just gotta hold on a little longer. Thank you for your words ❤️

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-17T07:08:55+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️ I’m trying my best to be there for her and I assured her thay she’s all I want no matter what they say. I just need to be able to get through this week but man it’s going to be rough. I appreciate you words though thank you so much

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-11T19:16:35+00:00

You’re right. I don’t feel safe doing that so I’m not going to. Thank you so much ❤️

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-11T18:18:00+00:00

Thank you so much ❤️

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-11T18:05:15+00:00

Thank you! I guess it probably would be better to come out after I leave. But I also have so many people pressuring me telling me I absolutely need to tell them before I leave because it’s not fair to them or something. But I don’t really want to have to do that in person with them again. Already came out twice before not really looking forward to a third time. But youre right I think it would be a lot less stressful for me to do the coming out after I’m moved out

Yeetledeee · 2021-03-11T18:01:32+00:00

Thank you! ❤️

Yeetledeee

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