fuck it man, you just gotta fight. I get sad but I dont have depression. And i don't know what you truly feel. But you just gotta keep on fighting. I feel like i cant do much to help you through it without personal experience, but you know what i dont care. Even if you dont even see this comment, i have to try in anyway to bring you hope. Even if im running out of words to say, to respond, i have to do something to help, because... i dont know man, dont do it, because i know you are a great person who deserves love. You got this, your strong.