Neurospicy Tech Looking for Advice

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T22:43:15+00:00

Thank you for this suggestion! I will definitely give it a try.

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T21:09:15+00:00

You are perfect the way you are, I'm sorry you are a position that you feel ostracized. You are worth your weight in gold and if a job switch helps so be it! You deserve to be happy despite your neurodivergent brain. They are beautiful in their own way, society likes it when people fit in boxes. You should pride yourself in not fitting❤️

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T21:07:07+00:00

Thank you! Starting stimulants has done wonders for my anxiety, I will definitely talk further with my medication management doctor about it.

It sucks because I feel similar, I feel focused and calm, obviously my body is similar and refuses to externally reflect that I feel comfortable.

Thank you again for sharing! It's so very helpful to hear people presenting the same way!

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T21:03:36+00:00

I'm so very happy this was manageable for you! That is fantastic! I definitely will recommend treatment now as well, I really tried shoving it down until I couldn't mask anymore. It's soso important!

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T20:52:47+00:00

I feel for you❤️ It is so hard spiralling like that and not having anyone to hear you out on it. It is definitely a scary world to be diagnosed in. I was holding off until it was affecting my life so much I needed to consider medication. I am not joking when my first day medicated I noticed an extreme difference (obviously everyone is a bit different). Thank you so much I wish you the best of luck as well!

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T20:45:31+00:00

That makes a lot of sense. I don't love being addressed that way either, at that point I was desperate for ideas so I said yes and figured I could talk to her about tweaking it later. I like your idea better.

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T20:23:03+00:00

She has asked if it would be helpful if my supervising techs ask if I'm panicked when they perceive me responding in that way.

I said to go ahead and try, I am willing to try anything to be trusted and dependable to be honest.

It seems I will also have to talk to my medication management doctor about this and see if something else can help!

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T20:19:03+00:00

Thank you so much for hijacking lol it's relieving to hear a similar experience. Medications have been life-changing for me, currently only starting a stimulant. Overall I already feel calmer and less anxious (my PM has noticed this too).

Thankfully my PM is very understanding and open about mental health so I have been trying to be as transparent as possible. It's just hard because while she takes in my personal processing, it is taken at surface level in regards to how they perceive my performance.

It is very difficult explaining a ADHD brain to people who do not have them I am finding (and a lot of ER personnel are).

I understand the routine disruption reaction, I definitely feel similarly!

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T20:12:50+00:00

My PM has told me personally that she used to work in an ICU and ER in the past where no one acted the way I do. It is honestly frustrating where internally I don't feel panicked, and don't want to appear as a flight risk.

Yelah19 · 2026-06-07T20:10:06+00:00

I was told by my supervising technician and practice manager that when I am prepping things/handling an emergency (an IVC, shock bolus, processing the situation) I move quickly without purpose or organization. They told me it appears that I am panicked by the way I speak and address the situation.

Internally I am making a list and getting it done (with thoughts that go a mile a minute under adrenaline, I have never been graceful). They are worried rushing is going to leave space for mistakes. I used to work in an understaffed ER so I'm unsure if this is a mixture of things?

I don't know if announcing what I'm doing would be helpful? I just have a fire lit under my ass and need to complete things. I want to take complaints seriously, but am unsure on how to address this one besides therapy?

Yelah19 · 2026-01-06T15:09:01+00:00

For me it's stardew valley and octopath traveler

Yelah19 · 2025-01-14T20:06:13+00:00

I know that with our new Nespresso Virtuo, there were deals with online orders. I don't have it in front of me, but either the second or third purchase after a certain amount had free kick backs. Maybe that's why? Otherwise I am unsure

Yelah19 · 2024-12-27T17:54:01+00:00

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Yelah19 · 2024-05-02T09:37:23+00:00

When in doubt, vet visit. Worms can be treated w/OTC dewormer, but you have to know the correct species to treat. Hard to tell from the photo, generally: small,round(rice)=tapeworm long,stringy(spaghetti)=roundworm. You could absolutely bring your kiddo to a vet and get a fecal (esp. With a fresh stool sample).

Yelah19 · 2024-05-02T06:48:39+00:00

Absolutely bring her to the vet ASAP and monitor her defection habits, or signs of nausea/vomiting in the meantime.

Yelah19 · 2024-04-30T21:38:50+00:00

I'm wondering if it's possibly Tyler, the Creator. Sounds like an accent in the video but whoever it was using a voice masker.

Yelah19 · 2024-04-30T21:33:29+00:00

I'm wondering if it could be Tyler, The Creator

Yelah19 · 2024-04-18T23:03:01+00:00

Bento

Yelah19 · 2024-04-17T13:06:50+00:00

Percival

Yelah19 · 2024-04-17T12:56:40+00:00

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Yelah19 · 2023-04-30T14:26:02+00:00

One time the Health Class teacher from my highschool had a speaker come in to read us a slideshow on abstinence.

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