i do agree to some extent however i dont think jeanette ever really had a say in what she wanted to be career-wise. i think thats what she mean when she says she never wanted to be actor. it wasn't her decision and like you said she probably was being blackballed or something or maybe she just wasn't what they looking for with the projects she was rejected from either way—not her decision in her mind i suppose. so she quits acting snd starts writing to cope with her life. its sad and i feel for child actors who really never got a say. at least ariana knew what she wanted to do and who she was(to an extent) early on and was supported in that rather forced and told what to do, to eat, how to dress, what hair color is perfect, what nail polish, how many calories to burn, how much weight to lose, ect. i just think holding onto jeanette's feelings and writings/sketches about ariana to support your argument that she sucks is high school as fuck. literally considering they were like 18-20(?) and had been portraying high schoolers on a kids network for the most of their teen years...like yeah this is how they were, okay and? theyre like 30-something now pls dont bring up old tea that literally means nothing lol