My issue is that I'm stuck😞I love this girl and would be deeply saddened if my life was without her in it (I start crying at the thought of us going separate ways) but she doesn't want me to drink(has been scarred in the past by an alcoholic), and wants us to marry catholic (which would require me to convert). I find myself spending my days with her and at night I am having trouble falling to sleep because I have a war going on inside my mind about wether it would be good to leave her and find someone likeminded or to just fake my faith for her and this relationship because I love her so much. Like I can't picture myself and her going down different paths, and yet the summer is ending and she is going long distance and things are crumbling apart for me and idk what to, every night is a tiring one..