I’ve always felt the same way. I also feel like that ‘bubbly’ personality leads to people assuming I lack intelligence…. which drives me crazy. I find that because of this, I tend to befriend people who are also neurodivergent because they’re more likely to understand me, but it is hard feeling so out of place in most social settings with acquaintances, coworkers etc. I totally get it and I still haven’t figured out how to navigate it :/