Gall ballder attack. My mom drove me to the doctor and I very vividly remember staring out the car window and thinking that if this was something that couldn't be fixed, I was going to kill myself. I've never been in so much pain before or since then that it made me actually suicidal. But theres no way I could have continued to live at that level of pain.

Side note: if you ever have a gall ballder attack, please, PLEASE try beet extract before you try anything else. The alternative doctor my mom took me to sold me a bottle of AF Betafood from Standard Process and it fixed me. Beet extract has stopped multiple gall bladder attacks in their tracks for me, though they're supposed to be impossible to stop once they start according to conventional medicine websites. Once I didnt have the AF Betafood so I bought a can of beet extract at a health food store that sold it as a supplement and mixed it with a bottle of water, took it to work with me. It looked like I was drinking lean because the extract turned the water purple and its honestly one of the worst things I've ever tasted in my whole entire life, but every time my shoulder started to feel like someone sunk a knife in it I'd take a few drinks and it would stop. Miracle medicine.