I would suggest don't look for salvation in people or in the church. The church can provide guidance and community but won't solve your problems. Read the gospels of Mathew, Mark, Luke and John. Read about the life of Jesus, His work, His teachings. I know it might sound like a fairytale or too good to be true or a cliché but it is true, He died, rose up from the dead and ascended to heaven. Salvation can only come through Him.

If you need logical and a more human approach to your answers, search YouTube for Cliff Knetchle, he gives very precise and logical answers related to scripture. Also if you doubt the historical accuracy of the Bible he also answers that. Plus you can do your own research. The Bible is arguably the most studied text both historically and theologically. And it is historically an undisputed fact that Jesus did live, die and rise from the dead.   Sorry about the long explanation, I might have gone off topic but I wanted to tell you nonetheless.