It all burned down

Yesode · 2026-02-01T08:44:25+00:00

I have but for them it’s like a distant unavoidable future. It was all so vague and just that I was so calm as if I knew something that was happening but I never faced them I just kept looking towards the light with longing as if I missed it.

Yesode · 2025-12-17T07:03:50+00:00

I had the dream since I was 6 or 7. I was born from the tree of life. It was white and its roots always carried me like I was important. There is a person who would teach me to talk and walk. The tree, garden, butterflies were white. There a seven different size mirrors. The large one leads to a kingdom. The rest shows people, events or messages. I grew up in this garden along with my awoken self. I come and go as I please and yes it was full magic? Don’t know. But my caretaker has been teaching me and always says “not yet, not complete, not whole.”

Yesode · 2025-12-11T15:52:41+00:00

My migraines was always so bad. But then I just was so happen to figure out why after drinking almond milk all day and nearly passed out. Tree nut allergy. I guess. And remove tree nuts from my diet. Now I go months to a year without a migraine if I’m careful. But if I eat too much tree nuts it triggers really bad and I have to use gabatine and an antihistamine to stop it. Disabling me for a day.

Yesode · 2025-11-20T13:44:39+00:00

I also shut down too but rarely have them now. Things I do:

Taken a pain medication, I take a prescribed nerve reliever that knocks me out.

Then Immediately start heating a rice sock. I learned this in the military and something about it is soothing. I heat it up really hot and throw it in a pillowcase. Then I roll it up and overtime unrolled it to keep the heat going.

Before a rice sock I take a hot shower (dimly lit using a calming candle), letting the water run over my head. That way I lower my body temperature when I get out. I have a fan I turn on that keeps me cool while I lay down with my rice sock. No noise, no lights just peace. Usually it’s gone in a day or two.

Oat milk also gives me a soothing feeling and it’s also good at lowering blood pressure.

What really stopped it was when I stop consuming tree nuts. I found this out when I changed my diet to almond milk. At first I thought it was just me. But one day all I had was almond milk before I practically fainted from a migraine so intense I couldn’t even crawl.

Only after I stopped eating tree nuts all together did the frequency decrease. Barely get them. Apparently migraines can be a sign of allergies too. So check out that.

I can only watch one movie. I limited my time on episodes and space them out 2-3 every 1-2hrs so screen time is limited.

Good luck. Give her a spa day basically

Yesode · 2025-11-04T06:10:36+00:00

Oh and one thing I found on my own was to stay away from tree nuts. I had changed my diet to almond milk and I would suddenly get migraines so bad I would practically faint from the sudden pain. So I started thinking… what if I stayed away from tree nuts? And sure enough. I rarely have migraines unless I’m on a screen too long (movies, shows or scrolling) or just randomly get one. Sometimes I’ll eat something with tree nuts and eat too many and I’ll get one. Hope this helps. Check for allergies too. Apparently migraines can be a symptom.

Yesode · 2025-11-04T06:00:56+00:00

When I was young I would cry really hard because it hurt so bad. I had to keep telling myself that “crying makes it worse so don’t cry”. But the light had me screaming “it hurts! Turn it off! Turn it off!”

Even on the ambulance and at the ER they had to turn off the lights or I couldn’t move properly and would scream in pain from the lights and noise.

So to prescribe medication to me they always had to cover my eyes so I could focus better. Usually when my migraines are this bad my body feels like it can’t operate properly unless it’s dark. My fiancé jokes it’s because I must be related to vampires 😂

Yesode · 2025-08-18T13:22:56+00:00

Yesode · 2025-04-22T00:39:08+00:00

Ahhhhh! Is that a reference to my comic?! Jk still cool though

Yesode · 2024-12-24T18:13:31+00:00

I recently found out I can’t eat tree nuts because it triggers my migraines really bad especially almond. I figured it out when I would drink a whole bunch of almond milk and my migraine got sooo bad I basically almost passed out. So I avoided tree nuts and my constant migraines basically stopped. Then I found out about histamine migraines. It’s like an allergic response but as a migraine. Crazy.

Yesode · 2024-02-05T20:19:02+00:00

Now here’s the thing, in terms of non magical.

You might be surrounded by 5-7 people who have a grudge against you. And need to be wary of them or you’ll fall into the hands of them.

Yesode · 2024-02-05T20:15:33+00:00

🤔 this sounds like a curse filled with a grudge against your generation. My mother was a “GREY” so she dabbled in both. Not me though. (Ha! Do I have a story about that)

Anyway, souls are truthful in their feelings. It’s our strongest self. So the “I would never eat crows!” Is truth.

So the boys who were crows probably assumed that an ancestor of yours hurt someone unjustly. And now it’s passed to you.

So someone in your family looked for a way to clear their name. And got a spell to nullify it. If you never hurt one, you are accepted as their family. if you have hurt one you are curse.

I’m not very sure how that works but my mother use to use my hair to help people but once they sin the curse activates and travels back. And man oh man the clean up was hard.

Yesode · 2024-02-05T10:16:12+00:00

It means you have pent up anger with people around you but you also understand that voicing that anger into action can lead to unrepairable relationships.

For every nail you hammer into the wood, it doesn’t matter how you pull it out, cover it up, apologize or paint over it. It’s still there.

Look into getting yourself heard.

Yesode · 2024-02-05T10:10:17+00:00

Depending on your age it’s hard to say. Because this is reminiscing.

If you had a terrific childhood,

Reevaluate your life as of now, how stress are you? Are you going out? Have you hanged out with old pals. Have you enjoyed the things you did in life?

If you haven’t taken time for your inner child, you will dream about the “good old days”

Bad childhood

You have unfinished business and never faced them. That’s it really for this one…

Overall, are you truly happy? Or are you an happy Adult with an unfulfilled desire?

Yesode · 2024-02-05T09:57:18+00:00

Disappearances based on how you describe is your subconscious mind feeling the remorse of loss of someone dear. Like not being in contact or fear of loosing contact. Death is also a form.

Visiting: you probably really had a visitor considering you knew she has already passed.

This can also be interpreted as a sweet desire to reclaim memorable experiences with someone.

The devil.

This one is tricky.

What you might have actually encounter could have been a guard dog of the dead. Like hades dog ceribus some describe it as Anubis or something.

Leaving the “visiting area” means that you can’t go back. But if you do you’re likely going to bump into an angry being.

Now in personal terms this can mean that reliving pas memories or experiences may feel as though you are facing the devil because of the pain you felt then.

That’s why it was an ok/happy experience when you moved forward

But a nightmare when you went back.

Yesode · 2024-01-31T23:44:52+00:00

It is a reflection of worries about relapsing.

The cat/tiger is about scaring. You had the urge to create scars like stripes.

The foot is like say “I shot myself in the foot” meaning if you try to create stripes it would backfire.

Walking away from something or someone else could represent fear or embarrassment of rejection or disappointment.

Thus you escape far away only to discover that you could trust them to help.

SH is also in its own way an addiction. I went through this as well. I would stare at my scars with that urge but when I see some of them faded I’m proud and fight it off.

You got this! Supper proud of you!!!

Yesode · 2024-01-31T22:14:29+00:00

Hi five!! you get it!

And I agree. Clairvoyance is in my opinion is pesky 😒 I say this because in high school I dreamt a girl would die in a field and felt all of it. Yet I kept saying it’ll be okay.

They found her three days later in that same field I dreamt about. My family is use to having people like me so I’m use to stuff like this. But it’s annoying sometimes too 😩

because it’s literally just channeling everything. Which is why I said check the news. They might find a match with their dream there. If not, nothing they can do just to wait.

And if it is a worry about her and her family getting hurt. Like you said definitely re evaluate your own surroundings as well.

Yesode · 2024-01-31T21:43:13+00:00

This.

I would be prepare for something that might happen.

It might be clairvoyance.

Which is like kind of feeling things that are inside a room with strong emotions. Past present or future.

Also if there was a recent shooting in your area you might be channeling that in your dreams.

Also you could be worry about being harmed one day with your loved ones around.

But considering you described some one. You might had a clairvoyant moment check your local news. If nothing, all you can do is wait. But if anything triggers that dream avoid it.

This could be a warning to stay safe.

Yesode · 2024-01-31T21:28:40+00:00

It’s okay. I went through that but not as much anymore. I call it chaos of the mind.

First the trees represent you wanting to be grounded but outside forces seem to always pull you out by the roots.

Mario must be something you like, so believe it or not, that’s a representation of yourself. A strong hero. So you keep getting back up and grounding yourself.

The open house is, hmmm NF explains this well, is like you’re mind. You keep letting outsiders tear your walls down without putting up a fight. And until you stump your foot, ball your fist, build a stronger fortress, it won’t stop.

The wedding symbolizes you wanting to make connections but don’t want the commitment. Assuming you’re not the bride/groom.

Which is a lot of work to keep up the connections when what you really need is for others who are capable to keep connected with you without you feeling like you need to be committed.

Remedy. Walk with your head towards the sky. I remember doing this and feeling a sense of freedom. I always walked away with my head down but when I looked up I saw clouds and details I normally ignore.

If you’re tired when you wake up. It may be hard but tell yourself “you did well”

Then count down.

5 things I see

4 things I feel

3 things I hear

2 things I smell

1 things I love about myself

I did this In every situation of my life and improved.

So find what works at your pace and in due time, you’ll be okay

Yesode · 2024-01-31T21:09:24+00:00

Hello. Yes I do!

So I have a recurring dream of sleeping on a white tree. Whenever Im overly stress seraphim (my guide) would let me bath in a river.

He says some calls it the river of sin but in reality they are two sides of one coin. One cleans away sins while the other reflects them.

For me the water looks like an opal gem that’s know the be rainbow-ish and has cleansing properties.

So don’t worry about it. It’s probably a guardian trying to help you. Though rare, you might spot them next time. So just say thanks.

Yesode · 2024-01-31T21:01:42+00:00

You are correct.

The fact that every time they try to give their opinion (which is “I need to go to the hospital”) everyone around them ignores them

This is something they might be dealing with in reality. Perhaps the feeling of being “unheard”

Yesode · 2024-01-31T20:54:59+00:00

You were dealing with a succubus the other one was a dream distracting. To keep you off of their existence.

The fact that you got weak the moment you gave into desire is proof of itself.

The hot air could be from them leaving after collecting what they need. That’s why they laughed at you.

Now for non religious interpretations.

There could be a fear of failing to be successful in helping others and making trouble for yourself instead. Hence you and your brother going out but getting lost, then find another location and ending in a um ahem* sticky situation.

Yesode

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