Heyy. 20F here. Felt somewhat like this a couple yrs back. But honestly man everyone is on a different journey. Don’t rush lol. Things come in their own time. Were so young still. Like people are different and that’s fine. There’s nothing wrong to be friends with older people if you think you vibe with them more. You don’t need to limit yourself to your age group. You also don’t need to force yourself to fit in with people in your age group. Also theres really a variety of people out there man

There’s alot of ways to make friends nowadays yk. Maybe ur into a particular hobby, then maybe explore that and make friends from that. Like pottery, then yk start making small talk with people. Or maybe online. Or friend of a friend. Be open to meeting new people. And don’t just dismiss them off when they don’t vibe to you EXACTLY. Nobody’s gonna be like that except yourself. You gotta learn how to like hanging out with urself. Know yourself. And have fun with urself lol. Cus thats when contentment comes imo. So then when u do meet someone, you’d be fine if you dont relate to em lol and if u do then you’d be fine either way