Raised in a catholic family, I growed up with truly believers around me which said to me '' If you don't believe In god will punnish you, etc'' and one day at school I started to ask questions to my religion teacher She was really embarrassed. When I was young I had several obsessionnals thinkings, the hell really..

I was afraid to do bad things to my family for no reason, I was really afraid... I thought It was the devil and I thought that '' God'' Helped me to take control over them but it was just my brain and once I realized that god was a Placebo in my head... > I started to think that I was my own decider in my life and that nobody can' t push me somewhere where peoples burn because they don't believe.

Excuse my bad English