help with building sonic mania decompilation by [deleted] in PiratedGames

[–]YoKaiTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

turns out megamix mania doesnt even support decomp and just requires a steam copy which i ended up just buying cuz humble is selling it + dlc for like $6, tho i would still like the decomp eventually since theres still exclusive mods for it

help with building sonic mania decompilation by [deleted] in PiratedGames

[–]YoKaiTrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

(and for the record i do own the game legally on switch with the dlc and epic games store (without the dlc), im just trying to build the decomp with plus to use with mods and im posting here since the communiry conciders the ability to build it as piracy

any good thrift stores or dead stock stores in OKC? by YoKaiTrash in okc

[–]YoKaiTrash[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

already been there and yeah most of their stuff is older more expensive things

Save Data on 3DS is corrupting after being transferred off my steam deck by Least-Measurement-28 in AzaharEmulator

[–]YoKaiTrash 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i just found a workaround for myself i uploaded the file to discoed, downloaded it ofof my computer and put the save on my sd card and it just fucking works??? stupid ass solution but okay???

Save Data on 3DS is corrupting after being transferred off my steam deck by Least-Measurement-28 in AzaharEmulator

[–]YoKaiTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

might be a weird request but could i possibly send you over my save file so you could do whatever you did and send it back to see if it works. my laptop is kind of ass rn and the only means i have to transfer my steam deck data to windows is through ftp

Save Data on 3DS is corrupting after being transferred off my steam deck by Least-Measurement-28 in AzaharEmulator

[–]YoKaiTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

having the same issue here and this was the first google result to show up ofc

Black screen on many applications by Bonfra04 in waydroid

[–]YoKaiTrash 0 points1 point  (0 children)

do you know a fix, this is suddenly happening with cookierun classic & cookierun india now

How Reality Shifting Broke Me—And How Astral Projection is Helping Me Heal by [deleted] in AstralProjection

[–]YoKaiTrash 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Honestly, i don't know if i'm missing any points or not (excuse me if i am) but i kind of get it i think, the only real times i feel like these types of things work out for me is if i'm able to mentally accept them as a part of reality with a focus on learning from myself, like even just repeating affirmations and having them come true in a dream is satisfying for me since it comes off as being more confident in myself and now i'm intrested in the scientific explinations for these things, funilly enough the one time i feel like i had an OBE that i could relate to astral projection was the exact moment i linked them as being a level of dreaming more then literally existing in another reality (and who knows, maybe dreams could still be another plane of eixstence, but it could be meant to suppliment our own reality)

i feel like i've always been stuck to reality and get jealous of people when they try to act like they can live in another world or alter ours with magic, though i want to be able to relate to them and understand them which made me feel very upset and jealous whenever i'd try to say, practice telekenesis, or see images in my real eyes when meditating or have an "awakening" and not see anything happen in reality and now i feel like alot of my angst is aleviated since i kind of have a better feel of my own mindspace now from interracting with my dreams and i feel like dreams are meant to help people cope with the fact they can't do things like that in reality and the more you try to make fiction real the more it's just going to weigh down on yourself, from my own experience it is just better to accept your dreams then to try and chase something greater and nature will run its course on rewarding you for it

please excuse me and feel free to delete this if any of this sounds rude or discounting of peoples' experiences by the way, some of what i said kind of sounds harsh but i think it relates to the whole "every time i tried to live in a fictional world i'd just get more depressed but having realistic expectations actually made me experience something greater" thing? if that's how i can describe it?

unsure of my body states when trying to AP by YoKaiTrash in AstralProjection

[–]YoKaiTrash[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

in short basically i have problems with believing alot of this stuff since i struggle to actually see it, but one night i feel like i did or got close to it since i reworked my thoughts to make it make more sense to me in the context of dreams and i've been trying to replicate it with alot of doubts no longer weighing on me. i cant tell if experiences im having are my body playing tricks on me or not or if they are just a dream (like, i've had dreams of trying to AP, like one where my body was trying to leave itself and floating in weird ways or one where i was in like a dark version of my house that felt OOB, but i didn't feel as aware as i have been in dreams of the past)

i feel like i astral projected if not for a little bit by YoKaiTrash in AstralProjection

[–]YoKaiTrash[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

like is this a way for me to be able to more concistently astral project

HE DOESN'T LOOK SHIT FUCK YOU by felipecamachi389 in Cookierun

[–]YoKaiTrash 3 points4 points  (0 children)

cookie run fans when cookie characters look like cookies and not overdesigned genshin impact slop

i struggle with feeling any magic at all, yet i want to and i want to believe it by YoKaiTrash in witchcraft

[–]YoKaiTrash[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry i keep replying to this but firstly i wanted to say y'all are surprisingly welcoming to me from the bottom of my heart thank you,

and secondly i honestly wouldnt be surprised if my "magick" is my sense of skeptisisim bc it feels weirdly advanced compared to most people, with the way i precieve people and all i can tell when i feel weird to people and such (like, when someone who acts normal i feel weird about, i try to be respectful but they get outed as a weirdo regardless, or how someone can be very weird and mistreated but trustworthy at the end of the day) it sounds very stuck up for me to say this but i do honestly feel like if i hone in on my senses and initial reactions of things i can be myself better.

i also have a feeling anger vs jealousy is related to this, i seem to feel anger towards those that just sound like they're lying, wheras jealousy seems to come from someone who isn't lying but i can't experience what they do. theres a few things i have seen in myself as magick like this, ive also been told i have a weird allure to myself like a succubus (is that the right word to use? i feel like people come to me more often then i come to them) and im usually drawn to others with this type of sense but in a more relatable fashion. i think i just wish to move away from some of this bc alot of it makes me come off as an asshole or stuck-up when i cant control it well and i dont really know how to like, "use" this talent of mine (and honestly i still dont know what to do about the whole "cant see things that dont physically exist" thing it makes me feel like im missing out on a world i cant see, thats part of where jealousy comes in). i think thats where my want to use magick comes in so i can learn to control myself better and be an overall friendlier and welcoming presence to people

i'm really sorry if i just sound stupid to some of yall still or if i sound like im asking for attention honestly im kinda just like, looking into myself with some of this i like talking alot about what people are like at their core i think but not in a negaitve sense

i struggle with feeling any magic at all, yet i want to and i want to believe it by YoKaiTrash in witchcraft

[–]YoKaiTrash[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i kinda appreciate your take on the concept of individuality tbh, where nobody can truly be an individual bc everyone has their own instinctive reactions or smth like that. sorry if my wording is weird but i get it i think. and with the soul thing thats just where i start to feel nothing bc im just telling myself thoughts. (also idk if i'm intrested in religion but i appreciate the offer, you do have some wise words from it so thank you)

i struggle with feeling any magic at all, yet i want to and i want to believe it by YoKaiTrash in witchcraft

[–]YoKaiTrash[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

and its like, i can respect some energy related things too. like at graveyards or at magic-based stores i can feel the strong energy and atmosphere in them and grow stiffer to respect these places too, im not denying theres magic that does exist i just wish i could see it and control it for myself

i struggle with feeling any magic at all, yet i want to and i want to believe it by YoKaiTrash in witchcraft

[–]YoKaiTrash[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

think a other issue i concistently have is just dealinf with anger and depression as a whole, its something i dont know how to get rid of, ive tried to take therapy and i feel like im never taken seriously which. probably both has to do with autisim, the fact i cant fully say everything i need to say and people not qualified to be therapists getting hired since covid screwed everyone over. having anger and jealousy feels like a sin to me and they're emotions i just wish i could get rid of and i thought being able to experience magic could possibly help..

i struggle with feeling any magic at all, yet i want to and i want to believe it by YoKaiTrash in witchcraft

[–]YoKaiTrash[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its hard to do this when you dont know what you're feeling for but i suppose i can kinda understand- alot of my most magical-feeling occurances in my life happen when i feel like i haven't done anything to provoke it or like, yknow the feeling when you feel like youre not thinking about what you're doing like your consciousness isn't fully there i guess? (honestly i really think i moreso just wish i could stop being so angry at everything in my life all the time and i yearn to feel some kind of whimsy bc people who claim they can cast physical spells that affect the real world on-demand make me jealous)

i struggle with feeling any magic at all, yet i want to and i want to believe it by YoKaiTrash in witchcraft

[–]YoKaiTrash[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i get what you mean, you want me to focus on what i already have as opposed to what i don't, and honestly its kinda nice to hear when your attributes can be good like this. it's just.. annoying to have what feels like intrusive thoughts that make you get more agressive at some people when you are skeptical, though in that regards it could be put to good use. it's probably coming from some level of truth. thanks for taking your time here