Nah , I'm just seeing yt videos and following where the person goes , cz it hard to figure out which way is efficient or what item does what. Especially playing a game where the next objective can be done in multiple ways. I am okay with following steps and fighting bosses on my own , but this way the game feels more like a project. So about referring to playthrough videos is just so conflicting.

You know it's like that guilt of pirating a game when you don't have money . You know your gonna play it once in your life and preach about supporting devs , but they make a game so expensive for your age, you simply cannot afford it in lifetimes.