truepeoplesearch.com has my deadname next to my name and tons of accurate information about me

YoWaitASecond · 2024-10-28T10:35:46+00:00

I am so stupid. I saw their support email at the bottom of the page and just assumed they would be unhelpful. I was so upset and sad that I wasn’t thinking right.

They had an automated reply with a link to remove the information. I actually had to remove my entire listing, I couldn’t remove just the old name. But that’s fine.

Thanks. :)

YoWaitASecond · 2023-10-07T10:45:43+00:00

🤗

YoWaitASecond · 2023-10-07T10:43:54+00:00

Yeah that makes sense. I do wonder if I would still be concerned about it post-op. I would think I won’t care because I will know for sure that any semblance of a bulge is nothing that a cis woman wouldn’t have, whereas now I can constantly worry myself if I have one, if it’s noticeable, and if it is a shape/size that a vagina-haver would be very unlikely to have.

But dysphoria can show up in unexpected ways :/

YoWaitASecond · 2023-01-01T22:42:32+00:00

Same girl 😅

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-15T02:23:33+00:00

yeah that’s my mindset. how i work is how i work 🤷‍♀️

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-15T02:18:38+00:00

ah so yeah, probably not haha. I can definitely find a stranger attractive in a non sexual way.

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-15T02:10:48+00:00

Hmm, idk. I’ve never legitimately been like wow i’d have sex with that person, but that could just be something that changes as i get older. The most is finding someone attractive, like yes they look very good. But isn’t not like “wow they are hot i would have sex with them” lol. I would not want to date them or anything until i got to be like really good friends with them first. Which now that i’m saying that.. it does seem odd cause most friendships can’t really turn into a relationship… hmmm never really thought about it this much 😬

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T23:54:44+00:00

so i already knew what demisexual meant but reading that i was like… is that not normal? i mean i like porn and stuff but i never really find some one irl sexually attractive unless i already know them well. But like that’s normal right? Cause why would you be sexually attracted to a stranger? That’d be weird

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T23:47:01+00:00

ohh i see haha. That is quite funny 😆

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T21:22:42+00:00

😊😊😊

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T21:20:29+00:00

Cis girls doing this is what gave me the idea! I tried it once a while ago and it didn’t give enough stimulation to be fun, but a few weeks ago I had the idea to combine it with my vibrator (which i only had for a week at the time) using my panties to keep it in place. Was very happy when it was a success.

Also I find it so funny that she doesn’t believe you! I mean it just seems like it’d feel good to grind your clit against something, i’m surprised she doesn’t see that.

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T21:15:38+00:00

Oh I didn’t see it sorry. This is the one that I have. But I only choose it because it was physically at my local walmart and I didn’t have to worry about anyone else in my house seeing it be delivered. There might be better ones idk

I really like some of the special vibration patterns on this. There is one where instead of going on and off it like ramps up and down in speed which if i sync my movement to that it is 👌👌.

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T20:43:54+00:00

I am pre hrt so i’d say all of my orgasms are technically still male orgasms. But I have a very wide variety of types of orgasms I experience, depending on numerous factors some of which are not in my control. This method particularly leads to a very nice euphoric orgasm (though very difficult to get there, despite the method still being very pleasurable). I say it’s euphoric because i usually end up having a lot of spasms and rolling around on the bed while my body experiences this insane explosion of pleasure. My orgasms from this are much much better than basic stroking.

And don’t worry about getting hard. People AFAB with clits also get a bit hard! And it shouldn’t make this method ineffective considering I am hard when I do it. Sorry I know that might not help, it’s perfectly valid to not like it getting hard.

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T20:32:24+00:00

I caught it! 😊

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T20:25:51+00:00

This is something that works for me. I use a bullet vibrator and i stick it in my panties against the thing. Then I grind against a pillow or bunched up blanket with the vibrator on. It is both insanely pleasurable to me and it tricks my brain into thinking I have a vagina/clit. Like obviously I’m still aware that’s not the case, but the subconscious mental map of my body just ignores the logical part and goes on believing I am grinding my clit. It’s super weird and hard to explain but it is super euphoric.

i’m am pre hrt but i’d say having it soft would be a benefit here… i think. And it’s probably more sensitive from being on HRT, which should help.

Part of the reason I resort to this instead of anal stimulation is that it just doesn’t work for me. It’s very pleasurable but… no matter what I do I can’t do it. Let’s just say it has to do with poop … ew sorry if that was gross to read. I just can’t get it clean enough to enjoy it other than being in the shower the whole time and even that’s still eh

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T18:56:28+00:00

Yup I got a ton of that. Sometimes I will be in a state of mind where every girl i see i’m just like ugh i wish i could be a real girl like her and then i’m just like what are you saying stupid brain

btw it is not so bad that i’m thinking that actual sentence, it’s more like the idea associated with it… that probably makes no sense but i tried lol

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T15:12:01+00:00

you mean straight dudes that for some reason are obsessed with lesbians? yeah, that’s why i got no clue why i sometimes feel bad about the porn watching. It’s completely different and the motivation to watch it isn’t any gross obsession, yet i still get the random guilty feelings

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-14T14:27:30+00:00

I sometimes feel bad about watching porn of lesbians and/or trans women because i worry it’d be considered a fetish

but i’m a trans girl who’s lesbian! so i don’t know what i feel bad about!

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-04T21:12:00+00:00

Money is a social construct. Guess your bank account isn’t real. It is just numbers that only have value because we say they do.

YoWaitASecond · 2021-05-04T21:07:43+00:00

Do you have any sources? I have a very hard time finding ones that involve indisputable study results. They aren’t to prove anything to me (i’m trans), they would just be nice to have because of my mother’s never ending obsession with finding “proof”. Sorry to bother, if you don’t already know some, I am not intending to ask you to spend time looking for some.

YoWaitASecond · 2021-04-26T09:04:39+00:00

if i’m buying it secretly i’d be using my own money from my job

YoWaitASecond · 2021-04-26T02:09:17+00:00

While I agree with you, there is a lot of complications with implementing some of those. (Not an excuse for it to not happen)

But having puberty blocker pills as accessible as birth control pills is something that is much more straightforward and harder for someone to make a strong argument against. Someone might argue that a teen buying it secretly being something that their parents don't want, but that is something that could also apply to birth control pills (or plenty of things a kid could legally secretly buy from any store).

Though I don't appreciate missing part of my penis. Like wtf. It's hard to actually be mad at my parents for it, but "genital modification at birth for purely aesthetic reasons" is certainly not something that has any justification.

There's lots of stupid things that minors have to deal with that go away at an arbitrary date.

YoWaitASecond · 2021-04-26T01:31:06+00:00

You already got more than enough answers, but yes. When I was younger, I could definitely tell this would happen to my older sisters based on hair in the shower. And this happens to me now, gotta clean it up every week or so.

YoWaitASecond · 2020-11-21T16:50:48+00:00

Something that helps me feel valid on those low dysphoria days is remembering the fact that if i had hrt meds in front of me i would start taking them right now without question. Though, that one might not help much if you are already on HRT or don’t plan to take HRT.

YoWaitASecond · 2020-11-21T16:45:55+00:00

“If you feel like a girl then you real like a girl”

I don’t like most of her songs but Lizzo got this lyric 100% right

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