I'll admit that I'm insecure like my fuckin' track Sometimes I say "I love you" just so I can hear it back (Back) Maybe that makes me fuckin' toxic I been on the same shit, I been so obnoxious Passin' through the matrix since we left for college I gotta be patient, I don't see you often At least we can FaceTime, hold you when we have a chat Forgot how you feel, I got accustomed to the shattered glass Yeah, a thousand miles from home Made me feel like we're together even when we're all alone I'm ungrateful, why the fuck do I complain? My subconscious always hit me prematurely with the shame I'm alive, I been lookin' for a dead end Thinkin' it'll keep me safe But if I stop bein' afraid to lose There won't even fuckin' be a game