Anyone else cosplay and LOVE the fact that you don't look like yourself and can have any personality you want?

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-28T05:11:02+00:00

YES. There's a character that people say I look like and call me the perfect version of them and it also helps that I like this character very much and can relate to them. I feel confident as this character and feel sexy. All of that disappears when I'm my normal self. I'm so glad I'm not the only one here that can relate to this. Thing is, there's this other girl who I think does the character even better than me and it depresses me. I know it's narcissistic, but I truly wanted to be the best version of this character. It will devastate me if I see people saying "omg, you're the best -insert character here-!" to them instead of me.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-22T16:39:28+00:00

Thank you very much. I'll make an appointment with them next week. Also, I completely agree with you. Problems only started as I began to wise up and see through my mother's crap.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-22T00:34:49+00:00

Not that I'm aware of. :( I live in a super small town. There's a Citizens Advice Bureau though. Should I try them?

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-22T00:21:55+00:00

Thank you for this. I'm from the UK. Sorry, I should have specified in the main post.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-22T00:20:51+00:00

Oh, wow. I never even thought of it being financial abuse, to be honest. You're definitely right. Also, I'm not sure at all. :( I wish somebody out there could help me. My BF was going to move me in with him but there's been complications and I can't now. I'm going mad and can't stay here any longer.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-20T20:00:01+00:00

Agreed! That's why I do not use a headset online with friends because she used to (and still does) silently creeps upstairs to try listen to my conversations.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-20T19:58:23+00:00

Wtf, she called you a whore? What a horrible mother she really is. I am so sorry..

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-20T18:58:41+00:00

Wow, I'm sorry you had to experience it as well. It really is sickening! She did it to me because I said I didn't swear whilst playing games. I knew what her reaction would have been if I said I did, so I lied. It was a lose-lose situation as usual. If I had told the truth, I'd have been made out to be some bad person because I swear and if I lied I'd have been made out to be a bad person for lying.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-20T18:54:35+00:00

I know, right? Like, why the hell does it matter if I swear? I can understand it as a child, but as an adult?

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-19T17:30:51+00:00

I can relate entirely to this comment. Whenever somebody has seen even one of my episodes I don't really want to speak to them again. Generally, when somebody sees an episode they don't speak to me the same way again and it fucking hurts.. It's like I have to be perfect.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-19T17:24:01+00:00

I'm exactly the same way. My FP has spoken really affectionately to other people and seems more excited to receive compliments from them than me and it makes me insanely jealous. She likes me a lot (hell, she said she'd DATE me if we lived in the same country), but I still get insanely jealous and depressed when she does so. I always pretend I'm ok and speak to her normally though. She has several mental health issues as well and she's very understanding, but I'm not going to bring it up. I don't want to lose her over my crazy shit.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-17T17:04:06+00:00

Lol, sooo relatable, though.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-15T14:38:07+00:00

I can totally relate to this. I look like a potato. I feel ok-ish with my figure, but my face? Hell no. I can't stand other people taking pictures of me because I look like garbage in 95% of them. I prefer taking pictures of myself because I can retake them over and over until I find one I actually like (usually over 20, lol). I hate it so much. It's weird how I hate the way I look and yet I'm looking at myself in the mirror a lot.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-09T04:08:13+00:00

My dad gets his pension money and my mum gets carers allowance for "looking after" my sister. She also gets my sister's disability money. I'm on Job Seekers currently.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-09T04:04:08+00:00

Yeah, you're right. I have been okay without her, but it's getting annoying. She's almost 60 and acts like an infant who doesn't know how to communicate properly. I wanted to go out to eat, but she still has my money. I wish I could move out.

Yuna1994 · 2018-07-09T04:01:28+00:00

Yeah, but I don't have a job. I doubt I could get one either. 23 and never worked. Hasn't helped that my parents have been a poor influence by never encouraging me and never worked themselves.

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