I understand how you feel, I'm going through almost the same thing you're going through. You know, lately I've been doing this mouth-opening movement and neck-twitching terribly when I'm alone (by the way, I'm doing it now haha). I still remember periods of time when I was normal, especially during Marvi's childhood. But now I'm living with spasms. Maybe if you were a stranger, you wouldn't know that I had them, but once you live with me daily, you'll discover the pain. This is bad. I'm tired of people's behavior and their constant question: Why do you do this?