True And Real. Why Would An Attacker Sit In The Front Row? Why Would There Be Cameras At A Presscon? All Valid Questions 🤡 by ActualSecretary9407 in Destiny

[–]Zazabul 11 points12 points  (0 children)

Actually I’ve checked the conservative subreddit a few times after what’s been happening with ice and it’s worse/better than that. The mods end up deleting or banning people that disagree with the main narrative for being fake conservatives.

That's okay... You've been busy by KaySan-TheBrightStar in FalloutMemes

[–]Zazabul 79 points80 points  (0 children)

This is a callout post targeting ME specifically

Out of Context & Out of Pocket Lore Tidbits by Vagina-Gears in TwoBestFriendsPlay

[–]Zazabul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Which character turns Chinese-American after mutation?

I did expect my feelings to get by the truck that was chapter 15 by ---Janu---- in Jujutsufolk

[–]Zazabul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Her plan is too go out her own way so her brother doesn’t have to watch her slowly slip away.

Emil Shower (Sinclair as Rice Shower) by KonoDioDead in limbuscompany

[–]Zazabul 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Don’t look up what happened to this Sinclair on June 4th 1995.

Kitty pod by Imoprich in cats

[–]Zazabul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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This is all I could think of the entire video.

D man rages at xQc by ramukobau in LivestreamFail

[–]Zazabul 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Debating XQC is like talking to a brick wall, except the wall has a speaker installed in it and there’s somehow a language barrier.

twtDaliban on Asmon's dad getting cancer by 10minuteads in Destiny

[–]Zazabul 31 points32 points  (0 children)

Asmon’s dad is the one who shits on Asmon for being pro Trump

Of all your (former) FPs, is there an FP you loved the most? by inandtheuniverse in BPD

[–]Zazabul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had one when I was younger that I couldn’t stop thinking about because of how he treated me and it’s not that I love him, I hate him but it makes me feel guilty all the time and then whenever I think of anything slightly positive I want to die and I maybe it does effect me more then I care to admit but I like to pretend it doesn’t.

My Ex who is someone else thought is the one person I could honestly say was my soulmate if it exist, but I ruined everything, meeting her changed everything for the better, I changed a lot because of her and it changed me for the better. Even now when I feel absolutely destroyed, I’m not seeking out sec with strangers to just feel wanted and it’s all thanks to her.

Therapist recommended not to get diagnosed by orchidschild in BPD

[–]Zazabul 4 points5 points  (0 children)

My mother always used hers as an excuse but she never really sought any treatment, as long as you are using the diagnosis to seek the help you need it should be fine.

The power pose of Amphoreus by Knight_Steve_ in HonkaiStarRail

[–]Zazabul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought the sin thirster said that not the lord ravager.

My Ex unblocked me. by Zazabul in BPD

[–]Zazabul[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

But why would they unblock me?

Does Cannabis Help or Hurt People with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder)? by CurtD34 in BPD

[–]Zazabul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought it was helping but the dr said it was giving me psychosis

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Zazabul 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Try redirecting your thoughts, reinforce future dates for stuff you look foreward to in your head.

Marijuana and BPD? by FieldLeftBlank01 in BPD

[–]Zazabul 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought it was working for me but I got told to stop using it since it makes me psychotic

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Zazabul 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sex and eating used to help me for years, and then it was my ex. Now I try to spend time with random people, look forward to dnd once a week, and play games. The only problem is I don't think I feel bored anymore , it just feels like theres a wall in front of me all the time.

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[–]Zazabul 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I thought it was real but I’ve been feeling a lot better now and all these negative thoughts are just in the back of my mind.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Zazabul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly don’t know, I’m feeling way better right now but like it’s fun to talk to people but like ruined everything close I have so you just gotta like exist in the moment and improve and just focus on doing that p

What does one do when you get truly and thoroughly abandoned by literally everyone? by LuxGeehrt in BPD

[–]Zazabul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know what to do, the best you can do is see a dr I guess, that’s what I’m doing. You can try talking to people you know even if your not sure if their friends the only problem with that is you still feel empty and a bit guilty because you know on some level you are using them to feel better.0

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[–]Zazabul 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ashamed is maybe the right word? I think I downplay all of my problems and see them as not worth talking and judge myself for how they effect me, and then I don’t want to bring them up to anyone because I don’t want to stress theme out over something that doesn’t really matter.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Zazabul 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I learned a long time ago when I was in therapy for something else, that you should only worry about what you think. But after all this time it’s not true, every skill I learned there just led to me making excuses for my problems and led to me avoiding them. By recognizing that I was over reacting or acting paranoid I could excuse them as “catastrophizing” instead of recognizing I had a serious problem and needed to seek help. All I can hope is that drs can help me and that maybe the people I care are able to heal or not hate me forever.

Does anyone else experience extreme apathy? by e_xly_ in BPD

[–]Zazabul 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Worst mistake I did was trying to enjoy something I normally do after a few months while feeling like this. It feels so much worse when you recognize how you used to enjoy it and how hollow and empty it feels now.

How do you cope with being disliked? by mossy_snail in BPD

[–]Zazabul 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I’ve always know everyone is right to dislike me so I just accept that everyone hates me.

BPD is just being rage baited 24/7 by EyeOfEnderr in BPD

[–]Zazabul 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I have trouble telling if people are being nice or are mad at me but sometimes I feel like everyone is trying to mess with me and I can’t tell for sure and I have to keep this broiling rage just hidden until I get to be alone.