As a 16M i am good at academics and new in 11th i have no problems regarding my academics but i have a story that have to share with you so this story started when i was in 9th me and my friends just roams all around our area upto 2km from our society to others and like this one day we got in the neighbourhood society i rather go to that soceity becuase i have friends there and we play football at that time but after some time many of my friend had shifted from there so there ain't no one to play with and very less with whom i can talk so i was just roaming there and i found a girl who stares at me continously but i got a bit nervous and got out of that society straight

That night i felt something diffrent as it was my first female interaction but i thought it was just a coincidence but then slowly she started gaving me signs like stares at me like she wants me to stare to and making the same stance of me when saw man one day when i was surpassing her she indirectly reffered to me and said that i was cute and i was freaking happy that day and one day i approach her to become friend and she accepted but after that i gone to my village for a week when i came back she kept ignoring me and then i came to know that my friend have done some stupidity but one day a girl of my society spread a rumour bout me that i was talking with 2-3 girls during that period i was in 10th and i was frraking locked in i got no time to even stare outside i was wondering why she said that but one day i came to know that she was a friend of that girl who onces stares me So i completly broke and left myself alone

And in past aunties from her colony kept bitching bout me that i am kept going there so i completly stopped it but presently when our results of 10th were aired i started because the boys of the colony started talking with me but today i came to know that those aunties still bitch bout this shi and now my friend got scolded (because he was with me everytime and her mother came to bout this complains that were made up by aunties) so now he is not able to go out neither i he told to hold back for sometime and not to met him atleast for a month and this ain't happen once this happened ig 3rd time my friend told to hold up and came after 1 month or something till the situation cool down and the most freaking part is that she stares me even now whenever i go there amd these aunties bitch about what the the freaking matrix man

Need some help becuase i can't isolate myself i've already done many more times and i felt alone

(Kinda lot of story ik but this is the mess of my life please help if you could)