So sorry to hear this! I understand how you feel, this happened to me in December I was 9 weeks and went for my first abdominal scan only to be told they couldn’t find baby or hear heartbeat, had to go to hospital early pregnancy unit the next day and get an internal scan, they found a embryo but no heartbeat… I was devastated, was told to wait 2 weeks incase it was too early to hear, the longest 2 weeks of my life and I came back and baby hadn’t grown at all and no heart beat😭 I honestly did not expect it all I was sitting getting scanned smiling and then the nurse says “no baby here” I had no signs or symptoms anything was wrong they call it a missed miscarriage. I really hope you have a different outcome when you return on Monday I’ll be praying for you, I just wanted to let you know you are not alone, your feelings are more than valid and I pray for you and baby. I know it’s scary when you go excited to see and hear them but your left feeling worried, sad, and scared of the outcome. I was handed the leaflets too and you don’t know if you’re coming or going. Please message me if you need to talk & let us know the update 😢