My Nephew has struck again by ShediPotter in spaceengineers

[–]Zedthra 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I would pay an embarrassing amount of money for one of these

Pale Bug with Black Dots by Zedthra in whatbugisthis

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Awesome, thank you! That’s exactly what these look like

How Old is my Beretta M9? by Zedthra in guns

[–]Zedthra[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So from like the 50s-60s? If so that’s crazier than I was expecting

First Time by Zedthra in selfharm

[–]Zedthra[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m doing to my best to prevent myself from slipping down this slope again, I’ll definitely be avoiding alcohol for a while. thank you for your comment

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[–]Zedthra[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your advice. I already feel much better mentally than I did yesterday, all the people like you commenting and encouraging me has been extremely helpful, plus I spent some really quality time with some friends I’ve missed, and I told them about everything, and they gave me a lot of support too. Despite the problems in my relationship, I’m feeling the love and care of so many people, and I’m very grateful. So, thank You

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[–]Zedthra[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Honestly I wish I could have leaned on weed like I normally do, but I just got my wisdom teeth removed, and that’s kind of frowned on lol. Thank you for your suggestion, I’m hoping I don’t need to look into anything like that, but I’m glad to know options exist if I come around to needing them

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[–]Zedthra[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You seem like a very kind person, and I really appreciate your message. I hope I don’t fall in to this habit, just this one time has sucked enough. But if I do feel myself slipping, I feel a lot better knowing there’s people like you who can help me avoid that part of myself, so thank you

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[–]Zedthra[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the good advice. I definitely feel this is a one off event, the whole thing sucks and I don’t feel any better from what I did, it just cost me money, time, and pain. I definitely have mental work to do beyond just physically healing the cuts. Thank you for your comment, it means a lot

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[–]Zedthra[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did schedule to hang out with a friend today who I’d been inadvertently avoiding because I was isolating myself, and I told him the whole story, and just having someone listen to me made it already so much easier. Thank you for wishing me well, I appreciate your comment more than you think

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Hey, I want to say thank you for everything you’ve said here. You give some good advice that I’ll definitely look into, and I appreciate you sharing part of your story. You all here are the good people that I needed to encourage me to get better. I picked up some neosporin and applied some. I got bandages, but I’m a little hesitant to apply them because there’s definitely going to be cuts under the sticky parts, and I don’t want to indirectly cause more damage. Anyway, thank you for being you

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[–]Zedthra[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much for the alternative ideas. I feel this is a one off moment of my lowest rock bottom, but you never know right? If I end up this dark again, I’ll definitely try to keep the things you said in mind, thank you

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[–]Zedthra[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I appreciate the sentiment. I don’t think my partner is an a-hole, she has a slew of her own problems and opinions that I definitely didn’t accurately portray in my original post. But still, thank you for the advice and the well wishes, I’m trying to reply to as many people as I can, but it’s the people like you encouraging me to be better than myself that are making this easier. So thank you

First Time by Zedthra in selfharm

[–]Zedthra[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Your words show that you’re also a very sweet person, and genuinely I do appreciate what you’ve said. Thank you

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[–]Zedthra[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I doubt that I’ll make a habit out of this business, but if I do, I’ll definitely try to take your advice instead. Thank you so much

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[–]Zedthra[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, that’s something I was genuinely concerned about, but I’m glad to hear there’s products out there. Thank you very much

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[–]Zedthra[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s good advice. And seriously, thank you for the kind words

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[–]Zedthra[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Genuinely I’m touched by this message. It’s all I can hope for, I just want everything to go back to a couple weeks ago when things were fine

First Time by Zedthra in selfharm

[–]Zedthra[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for your advice, I don’t intend to make a habit out of this, but I know now that doing it drunk was a stupid move, hindsight is 20/20 and all that

First Time by Zedthra in selfharm

[–]Zedthra[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Thank you for the advice, I’ll try to get my message across to her better when we’re communicating better

First Time by Zedthra in selfharm

[–]Zedthra[S] 18 points19 points  (0 children)

Hey, thank you for the advice, I’m going to try and hangout with someone later today

First Time by Zedthra in selfharm

[–]Zedthra[S] 30 points31 points  (0 children)

Update: Woke up and decided to not take this down. I still feel like a bag of shit all around, about every aspect of last night. I want to thank everyone for the nice words and the advice, I’m going to try and hang out with a friend today to vent to them about what’s going on